starvingeyed

Okay so I've been very not myself lately, or perhaps more like my new self but I'd like to hope not. I'm becoming like someone I might once have criticized, rightfully so? I'm very confused, and I keep digging myself deeper.

"Heaven help me for the way I am, Save me from these evil deeds before I get them done. I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand, but I keep living this day like the next will never come...I need guidance to be true
And I just don't know where I can begin."

I feel like a whore Oh how did this happen?