starstruk

I understand the whole coming home to yourself thing..It is hard at first but in the end I realized that I am me, I am stronger then I think I am at times.. Love does suck and it is an amazing feeling, but sometimes it just feels like it could be a fairy tale, and it's not real sometimes.. Why would something so amazing, and incredible be meant to hurt so bad when it's taken away.. Like waking up from an awesome dream you were having when your asleep only to be woken back up and realize the amazing thing you were just experiencing was all a dream.. On a side note: I'm very delirious.. So if it seems a little odd, that would be the reason why..

And something else just happen that was funny, someone drove by my house blaring Onyx's Slam... Remember that song.. hahaha.. Thats funny..

thank you.

good to hear works going better, that's nice. you should try and make a list of things you should plan to do, big or small things, just for you.

hi. thank you for all the kind words. i'm sorry about the man situation doesn't seem very nice, no. the shitty thing is no one can say what to do either. just you. and that's annoying isnt it?

Hey thanks alot, hope things go start working out better for you and your situation.. Thanks again..

thank you. i'm sorry about the love "problems", it's always so fucking complicated.

change is often a good thing, but it's hard to know what's for the best. i really don't know myself. and it's scary to change things too.. esp if you've been together for a long time.