kenzie:
oh it's very aggrivating. for awhile i just let all his insults and shit slide...but then he started getting personal and started saying things that he knew would really hurt...and then it did hurt...so now im over that mess. 
bhavok:
I think you have to test the waters in life.. See were things take you.. If it makes you happy if for only a brief moment, go with it.. I did what I shouldn't have, I sat around and analyzed the break up, and it screwed with my head.. And to counter act the dilema in my head I drank myself into a drunken state of where I never thought alcohol could take me.. I have a tendence to over analyze alot of shit in my life.. Alot of people in my life have seen me screw up and mess up and only a few, mainly family haven't passed judgement.. Because something Ive learned is that as long as I take my screw up's learn, adjust, and try again and correct what messed me up.. Those screw ups are ok.. Some of the brightest people in history have screwed up so much.. Edison, screwed up experiments all the time and look at how he is looked at through out history.. A genious, Albert Einstein, one ofthe messiest son of a bitches ever, but he knew how to split the atom.. So as much as I over analyze things, and screw up, it's ok.. I've had relationships since we broke up and I have finally come to the conclusion, I'm forcing things that I need to flow naturally.. And right now, it feels natural and needed for me to take time for myself..