starstruk

My ex and I, never fought, there were moments where it was good, bad, and just not seeing each other which wouuld make you think when we did see each other, things would be awesome, but they weren't.. Somtimes we never did anything when we saw eachother, other times we went out.. But some moments are meant to keep others you just prefer to forget..

I have found it better to be alone and happy then together and miserable.. The reason i couldn't go through with the marriage was I was just unhappy.. And I thought I was doing something good for the both of us, which I know I did, but others prefer to see it in other light.. It's better to be alone and happy then together and someone in the relationship miserable, and depressed because they are unhappy and it's killing them inside to tell the other how they truely feel..

From reading the above blog it seems like things are progressing for you.. Thats a plus.. You know it seems like alot of people out there are searching, searching for that right person for them.. Anymore it comes to seem like everyone only wants the right person.. I understand being alone is tough, and gruling at times.. I have a friend who is somewhat going through the samething as yourself.. Her ex broke it off with her 2 months ago after 2 years, he said that the feeling lost its lackluster.. Yes, my heart goes out to her and you and anyone who is hurting from love.. I had let someone drag my heart through the deepest parts of what I thought were hell for 6 years.. And that was because I had let her control me, I wasn't in control of my life because I had let her in so far into my heart that it was hard to get her out of there.. And I finally realized now, that I as much as 1 day I would love to find that specific person whereever they maybe lurking, right now isnt the right time.. You can't force what needs to come naturally.. And it took me 6 years of hell to finally figure that out..