Friday Feb 04, 2005

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so i am really sick of analyzing myself. i am gay when i add it up, but a part of me is still in denial. yeah the longest relationship i had was with a girl. yeah it was the best i ever had and i still love her. no i am not sexual attracted to men. yes i am into girls. yes i am in denile about being in love with my best friend. yes i hate having sex with men and yes i love having sex with girls. so why do i keep questioning it? the answer is right in front of me, why don't i accept it?
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dewees:
i think what we're supposed to do in situations like these is relax... or maybe you're going crazy.
my first indicator of this is that you added me to your favorite girls.

i am appreciative, that's awesome.
still confused.

<3
punkpea:
Why not just fuck the gender label, and be happy with liking "people" instead of boys or girls? So what if they have penis or not.....both groups have hotties, sluts, assholes, etc. And if your that sure that girls are better for you, what is the problem? Good luck, but don't worry about it too much--I have a friend who thinks wayyyy too much about this stuff and it consumes him as a person

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