you know what is just fantastic? i am 21! life is so fucking great right now, i have been politely telling everyone to fuck off and weeding out all the bad people. kaylie is really excited i am gonna be living with her, she was like "you are going to be a huge help. you have no idea." ah someone cares! neway i want to do something with kris tonight or tomarrow and j too. steph is taking me for the first time to a bar. i think just to keep things good i am only gonna hang out with her on bar nights and that is wednesday and friday i think or thursday i dunno. but i can't get addicted to her again or else she will just drain me again and depend on me for everything. i think adam hates me know that i told him the truth about things. oh well i kind of always knew he wasn't really my friend. same with sam and jeaneece he is up there with them. it just doesn't make me down on myself. my mom apologized for being so mean. i took it cuz she is my mommy and i love her. neway what else? oh i am gonna come straight with trevor and that's i don't want to be tied down right now so let's put everything on the back burner. i hold on to it because i can. neway i am stealing my new mottos from a few of my friends;"die bitter and fabulous" and "skate your life away, it is better than worrying it away" 
man i am in an amazing mood. i can't believe i am this happy.
man i am in an amazing mood. i can't believe i am this happy. VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
Getting things straight with people is great, problems always seem smaller when they are out in the open for everyone to see.
Have you only been legally allowed to drink since you turned 21? Not sure I'd have survived that long.
The tape ended up with a loud side and a quiet side. The titles reflect mood more then volume so it is a dual purpose tape - one side for when she is angry and the other side for when she is melancholy.