starstealer

3 days

i heard from trevor today so now i can breathe. he was in the feild that's why i didn't hear from him. i was like sucidal and it turns out he wasn't pissed or anything he was just out on the feild. he's not hurt or dead he was just busy. that makes me happy this whole week i have been insanely stressed out and...
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yeah this oath of celibecy thing isn't gonna work out. i am over it. i'm gonna call adam.

hung out with kris last night. she is such a classy chick. i like her she's like the only person besides adam i like right now and matt of course.

bitch and moan

I feel like I am dying, oh wait i am. I've been really sick lately and everyone around me is all freaked out. I haven't told my "friends", i don't want them to know. I have to start putting my life in high gear. No more sitting around feeling sorry for myself. I want things to happen I want to see things and I have...
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Tonight didn't suck. It was kinda cool, it was really chill. My whole day was actually and maybe that is just what I needed. I played THUG2 all day. I hung out at Chuck's, got a Dawn poster book. Ran into Kyle. smoked with shawn and went to the carnival with Sam. It was nice.

so last night was dumb as usual. why when you sleep with a guy that gives him a license to be mean to you? i hate that. i am done with it. it's like, "i just did you because i could and i don't even like you as a person let alone a friend. i have put up with you this long to satisfy my...
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I I can't believe it 10 days until our anniversary.
GOING TO RENO THIS WEEKEND! WHAT UP MATT!!!!!!!

met a guy last night. he was sooo boring. i just wished he would stop talking. I gave him my number anywayz though and secretly hope he never calls, but hey it's someone. it's not like trevor ever speaks to me. i am drawing a lot lately and have made some interesting stuff me and my dad are gonna look at 'em and talk tattoos....
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OK so last night, SUCKED! I froze my ass off at a high school football game and got ditched by my friend so that she can flirt with this 17 in front of his girlfriend. I was pissed but whatever I am over it already. Really horny and no one around to fuck or kiss or even fool around with. Where is anyone?

"operate", by peaches, that sums up everything.