starstealer

i'm sooooooooo horny.

the holidays suck, in a word. i really like what i got adam i just hope he doesn't have it. i made everyone these lil bags of candy and stuff, kind of like a stocking.

god, i miss him! the way he knew exactly what to say to piss me off. the way he could lift me above his head and how he carried me all around the apartment. the way he could last for hours and couldn't cum until i did. how is eyes were blue and yellow, not green. blue on the outside and yellow inside. how he...
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He totally has his moments.
NEway I get to go Christmas shopping this weekend which should be cool. I can finally get gwen's new cd. I hope my sister's friend is going to give me my tattoo.
NEwho, Sam and Jeaneece are such posers it makes me want to vomit. It wasn't so long ago that they were raving of the genious of the backstreet...
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I spent the whole morning on the phone with Trevor wich was kinda cool cuz he only really pissed me off like 3 times. He is in Korea so he is gonna get me a bunch of cool Hello Kitty stuff! I saw "Stuck on You" last night, what a fucking cool movie. So things are kinda good right now. I am kind of happy...
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um........I GOT A SNOWSKATE DECK! HAHAHAHA I CAN STILL SKATE IN THE SNOW!

hahahahaHAHAHAHA! so sam calls and for a split second i think she is just calling to just bs and say hi and see what i've been up to. then i remember, it's sam. she wants something. of couse avon is in. god, "thank god for friends" right?

kris and me hung out because as usual nobody called us, but we were happy about it. we are sick of having to get a hold of people ourselves to hang out and they can start making an effort. we ate junk food and watched fushigi yugi. it's always a lot of fun with her. we decided to not give up on men. fushigi yugi...
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So I told Jem no more blind dates and she's cool about that. Last night i got out of it by talking about how sucidal i am. talked to Daniel, my love and I am going to go to Vegas for my birthday. I can't wait! I dunno what I am going to do for a party other than throw a hotel party at Circus...
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What Do You Do

I wear these old shoes with the holes in To remind me of the million Miles that I have walked beside you Good and bad times we have been through You know the car you drive Keeps breaking down it never starts But it reminds me of you and me in the back seat Driving it home and now I'm all...
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happiest girl in the world! i heard from daniel! god i love him so much. gerard way was all over tv the other day! just watched HiHi Puffy AmiYumi, the best show in the world. it's amazing the little things that perks us up. i still want to die though. i know, i know just shut up and slit your wrist or do something, OD...
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today i actually didn't want to kill myself. today wasn't so bad. it was actually a nice day were we did what we always do on this holiday. for one day we are not a broken family and i am not a broken girl. and we don't pretend everything is alright, everything is alright. we play chess all day (my brother, my dad and i)...
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