starsnflames

i love that song a lot!!! perfect for my life at the moment, some good ol' blues with a hint of hillbilly country!!!

nothing to say really, my life s a bit shit at the moment, i m getting depressed again, i feel like i'm going nowhere, i mean, i keep having news from friends who get married or buy a house or get children, or a good job or whatever, and it seems that it s all working well for everyone but me!!!

i want to scream (in the endless nothingness of virtual space, no one will hear you scream ) i need to fucking release all the stress that piles up and all the fucking mess that is trapped inside my head but i can't and the pain starts to take its toll on my life!!! i m trying to change things but it looks like whatever i do, it s going nowhere!!! FUCK!!!

on top of that i just learned that my godmother (and also cousin) has a fuckin breast cancer, she s supposed to get surgery on friday and then they ll know if it s too late or what!! cancer, you re a fuckin asshole, i hate you!!

still doing that crappy job delivering newspapers, but i m getting a break in france for 8 days to see family and friends on the 11th of february, cool!!!

also i spend quite a lot of my free time (and believe me i have a lot) in a caf, drawing and thinking, trying to get things right for my lil' brand, and i need lots of inspiration and improvment!! hopefully i should be able to come with nice things soon, that is, when i get my hand to draw what is in my head (they kind of stopped talking to each other a long time ago!!

tattoo still in the process of healing after doing some touch up on the colours,(there might be some more touch up to do but i will wait for the next tattoo to touch up this one!) so i ll post pics when it s healed nicely!!

that s it!! enjoy your day, your coffee, be polite with your boss, love your wife and children and drive safe!