Saturday Aug 16, 2003

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... honesty is the best policy...


p.s. anyone interested in a south central pennsylvania suicide girls club? everyone in all the "cool" cities have one, so since there are no cool cities here we can start a regional one...
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asvetic:
http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Lucille/photos/the+Dwarves/ look she's doing the dwarves with out the blood, second girl or midget...actually it's pretty lame altogether.
telesis:
just wondering how things are moving along? i hope all is well...

Tuesday Aug 12, 2003

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... confusion is consuming me, from the inside moving out...
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cheshire:
Welcome to exsistance...
heavenlystranger:
madden is the stupidest phenomena i have ever experiaenced. i am glad someone agrees.
h.s.

Monday Aug 11, 2003

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... went to see hot water music in baltimore last night, they were damn good as usual. finally picked up the blacktop cadence & cro(w)s albums, got blacktop cadence on olive green marbled vinyl (rock) and since the cro(w)s album hasn't been pressed on vinyl yet i had to get a stupid cd. a friend of mine wants me to move to baltimore with him...
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jomropgame:
hahaha, i was totally talking about david cross
syberea:
do you take many pictures?
i enjoy takin a few my self.
havnt in a while though.

Sunday Aug 10, 2003

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... i am an actor of the highest caliber, although you see me smiling, laughing, out drinking with friends, seemingly worry free, like nothing could ever stop me, it's all a lie, a lie i've been living my whole life, i'm really rotting on the inside, frowning, crying, drinking to keep it all at bay, worrying about any little thing that may deepen the lie...
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clara:
Fleas - check
Broken heart mending kit - working on it
kiss
mamabunny:
whoa....i just checked your journal and was thinking...he needs to update it. and tada

dude if your up get on aim and talk to me.

im your biggest fan!

~lindsey

Wednesday Aug 06, 2003

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... i don't want to play games anymore, games of the heart or games of the mind. i want to find that special something that doesn't wreck my nerves, but still makes my stomach flutter. i love it when i look in her eyes and her pupils swell, leaving almost no color to be seen, i wonder if mine do the same thing when she...
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asvetic:
Dude, I totally got off base there for a minute...yeah, I want to go...where do I get the tix at? oh, sorry about last night, I was fuckin bushed, I had to stay late and fuck around in the garage...I hate UPS! Ottobar right?
mamabunny:
your a cool kid im happy for you
take a step back
breath
relax : )
mama b


"hey you
gender nectar
sifting through the grain of gold
tripping at your door
is that you, alpha in her blood
and when the woman lies
you don't believe her
hey you
gender nectar
crystalline from the vine
you know you'll drink her
rolling and unrolling coiling emerging running free
running through the afterworld into your room
so she prays for a prankster
and lust in the marriage bed
and he waits til she can give
and he waits
and he waits"




Sunday Aug 03, 2003

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... it's such a nice feeling, but i'm so scared...
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asvetic:
see when you wear your heart on your sleeve, it's easy to be afraid that someone's gonna come and steel it and not give it back...then it ends up on the black market and your left with this pin and an I.O.U. note where you heart used to be...be skart, be rill skart...
alexis:
... I'm thinking its something dirty, but I'm not so sure...

xoxo alexis

Friday Aug 01, 2003

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... this has been the happiest week i've had in a while, the anticipation for once has triumphed over the disappointment, and it is fucking wonderful. i hope this feeling doesn't go away...

... yes, i'm quite smitten...
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mistressmissy:
smile i hope it lasts for you too
starsandsmokes:
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Sunday Jul 27, 2003

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... what is worse, anticipation or disappointment?
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asvetic:
you old philosophical coon you! well, if I had to reach down in to the pits and come up with an answer I'd say Anticipation's worse...constantly looking over your shoulder waiting for the Law, Government or some thugs to come and beat you up, take your house and throw you in the slammer would keep me in ulsers...but for each day that doesn't happen, I'd feel a little disappointed...wouldn't you? Maybe it's the Moonshine I distilled last evening that's talkin.
asvetic:
What you really need to be asking isn't the Anticipation or Disappointment but the reaction to either...Which is worse feeling...the excitement of Anticipation... the adrinaline building, heart pounding, brain swelling, sweaty hands leaving curse of what's to come or the utter crash of Disappointment...leaving you void, angry, confused, depleted, empty, untterly stupified that something so right went soo wrong, leaving you colder and wetter than the Anticipation built you up too. Geez, Chris I expected more from you, now I feel disappointed.

Saturday Jul 26, 2003

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... i drank the wine, and i threw away the rose...
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ryancorpse:
I got the guitar, and it's great suprisingly i can get a goos strat kinda tone out of the neck pickup and a great rock tone from the bridge, it's a really great guitar.
ryancorpse:
How's the tele thinline holding up?

Saturday Jul 26, 2003

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... i haven't drank wine in a while, and i just happen to have a nice expensive bottle of merlot downstairs, i think i may remedy this problem right now...
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midori:
I'll have a glass thanks. But wine always makes me want spaghetti...Okay, hows this: I'll make the spaghetti, you bring the wine. Okay? Deal.
ryancorpse:
That Damien Rice stuff is great!
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