starsandsmokes

... you came into my life, quicker than a rocket, and shook the whole thing up, left me spinning, shaking, glowing in a daze that i just can't get out of. i can't seem to spend one second without you on my mind, even if you are 2 inches away, but now you are on your way to being 3,000 miles from me, and i...
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... so sinn is here, she arrived saturday evening, and is leaving this sunday evening, and i absolutely fucking adore her, she is wonderful...

... nothing like a car that won't start after x-mas dinner at a friend's house when you have to work 12 hours the next day to get rid of any holiday spirit that you may have gained over the course of the day...

... what is it about the holidays that turns everyone into a bunch of huge assholes?

... who needs a family when you've got the sipe clan...

... gin is my new friend, and you aren't...

... take me away from all of these people and negativity, take me to where the wine flows freely, take me to where the love is not empty, and the lies hang in the wind like butterflies. take me to a place that is nurturing and conducive to the things that make me happy, bring me drinks that give me a good night's sleep, and...
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... not being sick anymore is very nice(hopefully that won't come back to kick me in the ass), having drinks tonight after a few days without drinks was damn good, having something other than beer to drink was wonderful. if i can actually get a decent night's sleep tonight, i may just be the happiest person in the world tomorrow...

... i'm not feeling so anymore, that's good, and i haven't had a drink since monday, that's strange...

... i feel like i'm dying today, at first i thought it was the 2 bottles of wine i pounded last night, and all of the cigarettes i smoked, but i think that's not the case at all. i think i'm getting sick, and that just sucks, i was just sick a little more then a month ago. i had a really good dinner earlier...
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