starsandsmokes

you old philosophical coon you! well, if I had to reach down in to the pits and come up with an answer I'd say Anticipation's worse...constantly looking over your shoulder waiting for the Law, Government or some thugs to come and beat you up, take your house and throw you in the slammer would keep me in ulsers...but for each day that doesn't happen, I'd feel a little disappointed...wouldn't you? Maybe it's the Moonshine I distilled last evening that's talkin.

What you really need to be asking isn't the Anticipation or Disappointment but the reaction to either...Which is worse feeling...the excitement of Anticipation... the adrinaline building, heart pounding, brain swelling, sweaty hands leaving curse of what's to come or the utter crash of Disappointment...leaving you void, angry, confused, depleted, empty, untterly stupified that something so right went soo wrong, leaving you colder and wetter than the Anticipation built you up too. Geez, Chris I expected more from you, now I feel disappointed.