Oy! How does it work out that the days I try the hardest to have a good day always are the hard ones?
I keep feeling like I was in a coma since 2000, I woke up at some point but it's 3 years later. Now I am all "free" and I have nowhere to go. What to do???
Why must I be so crazy all the time?
How do other people overcome this?
I was given this great life in a great place and all this opportunity and it sucks because I am wasting it. I don't know what I like, I don't know what I want to do. I don't watch TV.
I thought I was discontented before but now??? I miss having things to do for other people, they are so persistent about getting them done. I should be a monk I feel like I could sit and pray till it was time to leave, but trying to live in the world is so much harder than blissing out all the time.
ok, I got that out.
Sorry for flinging poo.
I keep feeling like I was in a coma since 2000, I woke up at some point but it's 3 years later. Now I am all "free" and I have nowhere to go. What to do???
Why must I be so crazy all the time?
How do other people overcome this?
I was given this great life in a great place and all this opportunity and it sucks because I am wasting it. I don't know what I like, I don't know what I want to do. I don't watch TV.
I thought I was discontented before but now??? I miss having things to do for other people, they are so persistent about getting them done. I should be a monk I feel like I could sit and pray till it was time to leave, but trying to live in the world is so much harder than blissing out all the time.
ok, I got that out.
Sorry for flinging poo.
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rubytuesday3113:
whats this about a test drive
bob_dobalina:
sometimes you just gotta grab a handful and throw some shit against the wall to see if it sticks. you may be on to something here, do it for you.