actually, i think each age had some real plusses and minuses. At the time, I recall hating being five. I wasn't old enough to do anything. At 18 I could vote, buy guns, cigars, and all manner of destructive behaviors. Now at 23 I can rent a car. Life is good....
Spring has sprung...
The drumming outside my window
needs to stop.
i spoke to my mother today, she is starting to ennerve me from chicago.
that's a difficult task, but my mother is apparently up for the challenge.
i might go home to chicago after the 4th of July.
it might just be easier. don't you think?
I'll stay here for a while, get it... Read More
Ah yes, very good.
3 papers down, a few million to go.
No prooooblem.
Methinks I will lock myself in Butler tonight...
That's the Columbia Library.
I have a rehearsal for a cancan cabaret event that I am in charge of.
I have fallen in "like" with water.
I have a rusty metal shard in my ring finger.
It's Monday
I skipped political science...
Instead,... Read More
Hi again. I was listening to some really excellent Irish music this afternoon, and I realized how much flute was in it....and it was sexy music. I don't think I can disparage flutes anymore, but I still can't think of any orchestral pieces that emphasized them, that I liked. peace, c*
I had an out of body dream last night.
I was watching myself dream when I noticed a tear start to form in the corner of my sleeping eye. I froze in fear for some reason, as I watched the tear gently make its way down my cheek. I wanted so badly to reach out and wipe it away before it hit the pillow or... Read More
I am swamped.
Today I'm writing up my letter of resignation for Abercrombie and Fitch. The lovely Artentysis will be bringing it to work with her to slide into the tray on the door. If they find it, all the better for them.
They'll then know that they can hire more ordinary and lifeless teenagers to work for next to nothing while experiencing the feeling... Read More
So today marks the day when things start heating up.
Okay, I can see where that's a tad vague. The weather will indeed heat up as well, and summer will come, and we'll all have more free time on our hands. Blah blah.
But for the sake of pertinence to my life, what I mean is: Finals are here.
Today, it starts, I have my... Read More
okay, I might be up there in the next week or two for a funeral. and the hope is I'll get to come up there for a week in june or july but not to sure on that right now
Or an ascii digitization of a movie, DEEP ASCII
http://www1.zkm.de/~wvdc/ascii/java/
(" Deep ASCII is a full length conversion of the classic porno film Deep Throat, which amounts to 55 minutes of pure mute ascii porn." The resolutions is about 28x80...)
Updated to say:
A tour just came through my dorm, and of course guess who's room they needed to see. Not only had I fallen back asleep while doing an in depth analysis of Hamlet... BUT I have Vogue magazines lying all over my floor. What a mess.
Thanks for the forewarning. Stupid school.
So... Read More
there are people in this room dancing to salsa music.
it can be quite nice to watch people dance salsa when they know what they're going, and when they're nice looking.
these fucking fools, are neither.
It is SO nice out today. Dreamy. I'm wearing my little Barney's skirt. It's found its way out of the closet...
Although, Artenysis brings up a valid point, it's not like I don't wear miniskirts during the fall and winter as well.
hmmm
I might just go sit on college walk along with all the other Columbians. Why do why sit on the Library stairs?... Read More
This is the kind of weather that prompted by best friend and I to sit on the front quad of Roanoke College when we were freshmen and remark every now and then, "Damn I love girls." This is great weather. I'll have to sleep with the comforter off tonight, or maybe I'll just sleep on my couch under the fan.
So how was the SGNY thing?!
I would have gone, but I was discouraged and I also had other fish to fry.
So my roommate and I are having a situation. She's being a passive aggressive bitch. Oh, very good.
She - I believe - thinks that I engaged in sexual debauchery on her bed. YES! What a fucking dumbass. ..
She's a been weird... Read More
sometimes i still just relax and watch cartoons...i don't think i'll ever grow out of that. it's even better when you've got someone to cuddle with!
and i'm turning 25 next month...kinda freaky for me.