starryeyed

It's that time again, the time when I finally get a second to do things on the computer that I enjoy! Like checking my "social" email and talking to people online. Ah. College.

There's good news and bad news. The good news is I don't miss my ex boyfriend at all... Good Riddance, right? (Thank you Greenday) I feel like I can finally breathe without feeling like somewhere down the line allowing vital time for respiration will somehow come back to bite me.

So now, the bad news... I don't like being alone. I mean, I have my friends, I have boy friends, but it's just not the same to me. I love my friends, and they are wonderful to me, but nothing can compare to the feeling of sheer and utter harmony between two people who truly love each other.

Hmm, idealized notion of Love perhaps? [This youngin' isn't yet well enough versed in the cynical nature of the real world.] Pah! (I say) I am the real world, and so is the person I will find who complements me perfectly. There we will be two energies whirling through life, because it doesn't already go fast enough, stopping once in a while to notice how when we're together we radiate in our symmetrical perfection. I want to find the person who is the silver lining... and I will.

It's time for my luck to change.