Wondering who the best person in the world is right now? That would be rockpaperscisors.
Thank you so so much, you're a doll
Thank you so so much, you're a doll
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I lived through lyrics today.
Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move, awake but cannot open my eyes. And the weight is crushing down on my lungs I know I can't breathe and hope someone will save me this time.
And your mother's still calling you insane and high, swearing it's different this time. And you tell her to give in to...
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Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move, awake but cannot open my eyes. And the weight is crushing down on my lungs I know I can't breathe and hope someone will save me this time.
And your mother's still calling you insane and high, swearing it's different this time. And you tell her to give in to...
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galahad:
The highs and the lows. they are the essence of life. they are both precious, but do not let them get close...
How frustrating. I typed this whole thing once and then stupid me clicked the "BACK" button on accident and it all got erased. Boo. So here it is again.
I was reading through old journals and this is some of what i found, I'm kinda proud of some of it and it is all kind of personal so be kind
*shrugs* this is in part...
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I was reading through old journals and this is some of what i found, I'm kinda proud of some of it and it is all kind of personal so be kind
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shanedoe:
I'm overwhelmed by the impact of your words!! 
we'll talk about it later!!
*cuddles*
we'll talk about it later!!
*cuddles*
silverrevolver:
You, my friend, will be a great writer someday. You are so young, so eloquent and so aware. I feel privilidged to know you.
I'm stealing this from Yatsu because I have nothing better to do 
x: are you a deep or light sleeper?
- I'm a deep sleeper but I don't sleep a lot
x: do you have a fixed bedtime or do you go whenever your tired?
- whenever my eyes feel as if they have been soaked in salt water for 2 hours and are going...
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x: are you a deep or light sleeper?
- I'm a deep sleeper but I don't sleep a lot
x: do you have a fixed bedtime or do you go whenever your tired?
- whenever my eyes feel as if they have been soaked in salt water for 2 hours and are going...
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rockpaperscisors:
I did what I could...
x: are you a deep or light sleeper?
deep
x: do you have a fixed bedtime or do you go whenever your tired?
10:00 ish
x: what size is your bed?
twin, brass, antique
x: do you share it with anyone?
sometimes
x: what colour sheets and duvet do you have?
white, yellow, various
x: how many pillows?
2
x: do you have stuffed toys on your bed?
nope - they are hidden around the house
x: do you ever wake up in the middle of the night?
- yes
x: did you know that everyone has at least several dreams per night?
- hell yes
x: do you remember your dreams?
- yes, and they need a better writer
x: describe your last most vivid dream?
- riding a motorcycle in the snow
x: do you often have nightmares?
- yes, but less this year than last year
x: what was the last nightmare you had?
- It is always my father.
x: do you own your own computer or is it a family computer?
- I own two
x: are you good with computers?
- I like to think so
x: do you have your own mobile phone or phone line?
- yes
x: what kind of TV do you own?
- Sharp 32" AQUOS Widescreen Flat-Panel LCD TV
x: DVD player?
- and a tivo and a Media Center TV - and I rarely have the time to watch any of it. Really.
x: VCR?
- gathers dust
x: hair dryer?
- ha
x: hair straightners/curling tongs?
- ha ha
FOOD & DRINK
x: are you a vegetarian or a carnivore?
- Today I ate meat
x: what are your favourite foods?
- pasta, noodles, and pasta
x: where is your favourite restaurant?
- Berkeley
x: fast food restaurant?
- Gordos in Berkeley
x: do you eat out often?
- yes
x: what is your favourite ice cream flavour?
- coffee
x: italian or chinese?
- Italian, but it's not always that easy...
x: what is your favourite drink?
- triple latte
x: do you drink alcohol?
- Oban Scotch twice a month or so
ANIMALS
x: are you an animal person?
- cats
x: do you have any?
- two cats
x: what are your favourite animals?
- squirrels
x: if you could tame any animal what would it be?
- see above
x: what animals are you scared of?
- Sharks
x: ever been to a zoo?
- yes, but only in the early morning
x: allergic to any animals?
- nope
FEAR
x: what are you scared of?
- heights
x: how much did the events of 9/11 scare you?
- backlash and panic concerns me
x: what has been the scariest moment of your life?
- hanging on the phone while the doctors reviwed the tests.
x: the scariest nightmare?
- the one with too many zombie fathers - more than I could kill
x: do you fear world poverty?
- the world has seen worse than we have right now
x: murder?
- No thanks
x: have you ever been in a really dangerous situation?
- yes
x: hairbrushes you own
- please
x: posters
- I don't think I have any
x: CDs
- all ripped and sold
x: calendars
- I have a palmphone thingy and two wall calendars
x: empty bottles in your room
- none
x: stuffed toys you have
- sock monkeys, puppets, hippos
x: meals eaten in a day
- two
x: times broken the law
- never convicted
x: hats
- three
x: books
- oh hell. Three hundred on one subject alone.
x: shoes
- I have a favorite shoe I order from Canada. I own four pairs.
LAST
x: meal
- mac and cheese from scratch
x: drink
- water
x: alcohol
- Oban
x: friend you saw:
- my pal Brent.
x: survey you filled before this
- some purchasing nonsense
x: website you visited
- SG of course
the second one:
here
2. When is the last time you filled up your gas tank?
today!
3. What is the most amount of money you spent in one store?
oooh. my TV. $1400
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
a post-it note?
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
ages
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
yeah
7. Do you have a car worth over $5,000?
two
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
last week? How far is out?
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
nope
10. Are you popular?
I hope not
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
scotch
12. What was the last thing you mailed in the mail?
a gift to Sara
13. Do you wash your car?
yep
14. Last fast food you ate?
mac and cheese - didn't you ask me that?
15. Where were you last week today?
sitting right here
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
no
17. What bank do you use?
Wells Fargo
18. Do you own any land?
nope
19. What do you want to be when you "grow up"?
Im am grown up and I am who I want to be, thanks
20. Your dream vacation?
Rome again
21. Last boat ride you went on?
ferry
22. How old are your parents?
63 and gone
24. Do you have any single friends?
yeah lots
25. Last play you saw?
Sexual perversion in Chicago
26. Have you been to New York?
yeah
27. What are your plans for tonight?
finish this and go to bed
28. Last concert you went to?
Prince!
29. Next trip you are going to take?
dunno
30. Ever go to camp?
I worked at a camp
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
no no no
32. What is your current GPA?
does not apply
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
never
34. Are you hungry?
nope
35. Where is your best friend located?
oh, you make me sad
she is in Washington
36. Do you own a cowboy hat?
hell no
37. Do you have a tan?
I'm from Seattle
38. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
I don't believe in them
39. Do you collect anything?
yes
40. Is this quiz annoying?
long!
41. Last time you got pulled over?
don't recall
43. Been to Mexico for Spring Break?
nope
44. Do you like hot sauce?
food should not hurt
45. Last time you drove somewhere?
today
46. Do you need to do laundry?
nope
47. How many friends do you have?
12?
48. Are you someone's best friend?
maybe?
49. Are you rich?
no
50. What are you thinking right this minute?
*shleep*
x: are you a deep or light sleeper?
deep
x: do you have a fixed bedtime or do you go whenever your tired?
10:00 ish
x: what size is your bed?
twin, brass, antique
x: do you share it with anyone?
sometimes
x: what colour sheets and duvet do you have?
white, yellow, various
x: how many pillows?
2
x: do you have stuffed toys on your bed?
nope - they are hidden around the house
x: do you ever wake up in the middle of the night?
- yes
x: did you know that everyone has at least several dreams per night?
- hell yes
x: do you remember your dreams?
- yes, and they need a better writer
x: describe your last most vivid dream?
- riding a motorcycle in the snow
x: do you often have nightmares?
- yes, but less this year than last year
x: what was the last nightmare you had?
- It is always my father.
x: do you own your own computer or is it a family computer?
- I own two
x: are you good with computers?
- I like to think so
x: do you have your own mobile phone or phone line?
- yes
x: what kind of TV do you own?
- Sharp 32" AQUOS Widescreen Flat-Panel LCD TV
x: DVD player?
- and a tivo and a Media Center TV - and I rarely have the time to watch any of it. Really.
x: VCR?
- gathers dust
x: hair dryer?
- ha
x: hair straightners/curling tongs?
- ha ha
FOOD & DRINK
x: are you a vegetarian or a carnivore?
- Today I ate meat
x: what are your favourite foods?
- pasta, noodles, and pasta
x: where is your favourite restaurant?
- Berkeley
x: fast food restaurant?
- Gordos in Berkeley
x: do you eat out often?
- yes
x: what is your favourite ice cream flavour?
- coffee
x: italian or chinese?
- Italian, but it's not always that easy...
x: what is your favourite drink?
- triple latte
x: do you drink alcohol?
- Oban Scotch twice a month or so
ANIMALS
x: are you an animal person?
- cats
x: do you have any?
- two cats
x: what are your favourite animals?
- squirrels
x: if you could tame any animal what would it be?
- see above
x: what animals are you scared of?
- Sharks
x: ever been to a zoo?
- yes, but only in the early morning
x: allergic to any animals?
- nope
FEAR
x: what are you scared of?
- heights
x: how much did the events of 9/11 scare you?
- backlash and panic concerns me
x: what has been the scariest moment of your life?
- hanging on the phone while the doctors reviwed the tests.
x: the scariest nightmare?
- the one with too many zombie fathers - more than I could kill
x: do you fear world poverty?
- the world has seen worse than we have right now
x: murder?
- No thanks
x: have you ever been in a really dangerous situation?
- yes
x: hairbrushes you own
- please
x: posters
- I don't think I have any
x: CDs
- all ripped and sold
x: calendars
- I have a palmphone thingy and two wall calendars
x: empty bottles in your room
- none
x: stuffed toys you have
- sock monkeys, puppets, hippos
x: meals eaten in a day
- two
x: times broken the law
- never convicted
x: hats
- three
x: books
- oh hell. Three hundred on one subject alone.
x: shoes
- I have a favorite shoe I order from Canada. I own four pairs.
LAST
x: meal
- mac and cheese from scratch
x: drink
- water
x: alcohol
- Oban
x: friend you saw:
- my pal Brent.
x: survey you filled before this
- some purchasing nonsense
x: website you visited
- SG of course
the second one:
here
2. When is the last time you filled up your gas tank?
today!
3. What is the most amount of money you spent in one store?
oooh. my TV. $1400
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
a post-it note?
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
ages
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
yeah
7. Do you have a car worth over $5,000?
two
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
last week? How far is out?
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
nope
10. Are you popular?
I hope not
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
scotch
12. What was the last thing you mailed in the mail?
a gift to Sara
13. Do you wash your car?
yep
14. Last fast food you ate?
mac and cheese - didn't you ask me that?
15. Where were you last week today?
sitting right here
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
no
17. What bank do you use?
Wells Fargo
18. Do you own any land?
nope
19. What do you want to be when you "grow up"?
Im am grown up and I am who I want to be, thanks
20. Your dream vacation?
Rome again
21. Last boat ride you went on?
ferry
22. How old are your parents?
63 and gone
24. Do you have any single friends?
yeah lots
25. Last play you saw?
Sexual perversion in Chicago
26. Have you been to New York?
yeah
27. What are your plans for tonight?
finish this and go to bed
28. Last concert you went to?
Prince!
29. Next trip you are going to take?
dunno
30. Ever go to camp?
I worked at a camp
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
no no no
32. What is your current GPA?
does not apply
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
never
34. Are you hungry?
nope
35. Where is your best friend located?
oh, you make me sad
she is in Washington
36. Do you own a cowboy hat?
hell no
37. Do you have a tan?
I'm from Seattle
38. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
I don't believe in them
39. Do you collect anything?
yes
40. Is this quiz annoying?
long!
41. Last time you got pulled over?
don't recall
43. Been to Mexico for Spring Break?
nope
44. Do you like hot sauce?
food should not hurt
45. Last time you drove somewhere?
today
46. Do you need to do laundry?
nope
47. How many friends do you have?
12?
48. Are you someone's best friend?
maybe?
49. Are you rich?
no
50. What are you thinking right this minute?
*shleep*
rockpaperscisors:
Coles on College is better than Peets
Did you know that Peets is owned by the founders of Starbucks? Look it up
Coles on College is better than Peets
Did you know that Peets is owned by the founders of Starbucks? Look it up
So I'm exhauseted and have not been getting any sleep but today has been a good day. I was lazy and have just been sitting on the computer and reading ALL. DAY. 
I took a SUPER long shower and my mom made me a yummy breakfast and I am just so fat and happy right now lol. Deffinately an improvement from last night.
I had...
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I took a SUPER long shower and my mom made me a yummy breakfast and I am just so fat and happy right now lol. Deffinately an improvement from last night.
I had...
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rockpaperscisors:
would you like to be my first SG friend?
shanedoe:
haha 
I'm glad you had some fun, love!!
You look cute when you're sleepy!! I'm better not showing pics of me when I'm tired....
I'm glad you had some fun, love!!
You look cute when you're sleepy!! I'm better not showing pics of me when I'm tired....
I was put into the most akward position of my life tonight. I went to see my friend's play which was fantastic but the people in the play and the people who worked on the play are a bunch of people that i knew from high school that i really don't like and were the entire cause of the end of my last relationship. So...
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shanedoe:
*loves you too*
galahad:
It will be one of the stories you will tell for a laugh, about your high school days...
You must have been a lovely sight, I suspect you had people stopping to offer you a ride... i for sure would have!
You must have been a lovely sight, I suspect you had people stopping to offer you a ride... i for sure would have!
SO I get a phone call yesterday from my ex asking how to buy tickets to local shows because there was one last night he wanted to see. I ask him who he is going to see, he says he's going to see Street To Nowhere. My favorite local band in the whole world which that dick head wouldn't even know about if it wasn't...
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tadzi:
fuck that shit, you dont need that crap. next time you see him, just throw a brick at his head or something.
shanedoe:
what a jerk! fuck him!! 
don't give it any more thought, he's plain stupid.
to more pleasant matters:
long shower and milkshakes!!
*snuggle*
don't give it any more thought, he's plain stupid.
to more pleasant matters:
long shower and milkshakes!!
*snuggle*
Ahhh I'm a little worried right now... this little girl I babysit for (she is the cutest little thing in the whole world) she's not even 2 yet and last Monday she ran into the corner of the coffee table in their living room and whacked her eye really hard and she had to go get stitches on her eyelid. I wasn't there when it...
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shanedoe:
errr... that's bad. hope she gets better soon. 
fairyjochen:
beautiful u are !
beautiful u are !*does cartwheels around the room*
Come disconnect the dots with me poppet, come disconnect the dots. It's so beautiful, our lunacy, oh it's so beautiful.
*dances*
xoxo
Come disconnect the dots with me poppet, come disconnect the dots. It's so beautiful, our lunacy, oh it's so beautiful.
*dances*
xoxo
shanedoe:
*dances with you*
My day:
5.30 woke up and went running in the rain
6.30 came home took a shower
7.15 left for school
1.00 got off of school and went to the gym
4.00 came home
5.00 leaving to go out with some friends
6.00 back to school
10.00 get home and do homework and clean my room [it's a disaster
]
and eventually I might be...
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5.30 woke up and went running in the rain
6.30 came home took a shower
7.15 left for school
1.00 got off of school and went to the gym
4.00 came home
5.00 leaving to go out with some friends
6.00 back to school
10.00 get home and do homework and clean my room [it's a disaster
]
and eventually I might be...
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as Kate said,
...and there is no gold
papa warned you
the hils turn brow in summer time...