Wednesday May 31, 2006

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Is anyone else compeltely in love with Ophelie? God she's fucking cute love

Anyway. yeah sooo I'm kind of better I guess. I'm not throwing up anymore which is gooood... although i still feel kinda nauseous. the puking was terrible yesterday seriously i probably lost like half my body weight it was so bad. we're talking like BUCKETS of vomit. EW! i know it's totally wonderful i'm sharing this isn't it? i know you're all anxious to hear about my barfing. ahahaha

anyway I had the worst nighmare ever last night and it scared the living shit out of me... which is nothing new, i get nightmares quite frequently but yeah... last night's was just weird. Clicky the spoiler if you wanna read about it.

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it was really weird because the last thing i thoguht of before i fell asleep was some scary movie series I'd seen, and i was wondering if they were going to come out with a fourth one, and that kind of lead into my dream ecause i fell asleep and like all i could see was the shadows of bars and then it was liek watching a movie, but it was switching between me watching it and me being in it
so there was these shadows and then all of a sudden i could see these giant eyes in the shadows and i realized it was in an elevator or something and it was a little girl in the shadows.
so the elevator is going up and it stops and the doors open and its in teh rafters and beams and stuff above a stage and there's a play going on below and im watching and this little girl whose like 7 or 8 steps out of the elevator and she's dressed up in this gorgeous wedding dress but shes dead.... shes like purple and ew--like the kid from the ring, except shes a beautiful little girl. so she gets out of the elevator into the rafters and the rafters are covered in this whie powdery stuff and she starts kicking it off the rafters to make it "snow" on the play going on and im standing in the rafters watching and im holding this big string of knitted mittens that are all knitted together and shes like "hurry hurry you have to tear them all apart" and i ask her why and she doesnt answer so i ask her what all the white stuff is and she says "its the ashes of all your children" so im freaking out and ripping the mittens apart and she says "boy you have no clue what we're going to do to you" and i asked "whose we" and she says "we're going to chop off those pretty little hands of yours" and im like uhhh why? and she says "so you cant beg us to stop when we kill you"

and thats about when i woke up screaming. yeah i don't like my dreams.



ummmm what else is new. i havent eaten anything except white rice saltines and bananas in 3 days so thats been fun. i feel like im anti matter here my fat ass is wasting away. ahaaaha yeah right.

yeah my ex has anew girlfriend.. as previously mentioned... and she looks like a man. it's great. i really almost died laughing. she is sooo disturbingly masculine and she has the most hideous tattoos i've ever seen. and im not just saying this because she's my ex's new girlfriend.. she really is gross. no joke. *shudder*

yeah... im out of stuff to talk about. so the end.
xoxo
♥

VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
ronja:
hell yes. she is cute!!!

and interesteing how fast things can go from one to another (you ex).

good to hear that you are doing better
shanedoe:
i'm glad you're feeling better honey kiss

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