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starrydynamo

The only place I don't want to be

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Tuesday Apr 11, 2006

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I lived through lyrics today.

Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move, awake but cannot open my eyes. And the weight is crushing down on my lungs I know I can't breathe and hope someone will save me this time.
And your mother's still calling you insane and high, swearing it's different this time. And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her and that god never blessed her insides. Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things and crawl back into bed to dream of a time when your heart was open wide and you loved things just because, like the sick and dying.
And sometimes when you're on, you're really fucking on and your friends they sing along and they love you. But the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap and it teases you for weeks in its absence.
But you'll fight and you'll make it through, you'll fake it if you have to and you'll show up for work with a smile. You'll be better, you'll be smarter, more grown up and a better daughter, and a real good friend. And you'll be awake, you'll be alert, you'll be positive though it hurts, and you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends.
You'll be a real good listener, you'll be honest, you'll be brave, you'll be handsome, and you'll be beautiful... you'll be happy.
Your ship may be coming in, you're weak but not giving in to the cries and the wails of the valley below. Your ship may be coming in, you're weak but not giving in and you'll fight it, you'll go out fighting all of them.

Our days were numbered by nights on too many rooftops. They said we're wasting our lives, but at least we know that if we die, we lived with passion.

She moves fast, takes control and like a heart attack I know I can't turn back and time just passed. Nights moved slow and she was all I had, I thought I'd never last, can't let her go, it's who you know. She calls out the farther that I fly I love that sound so give me one more line. From the sky she pulled me down tonight, Just let her go

She said you'd given up, your folks told me you should be left alone on a mountain top knocking the aeroplanes down with stones.

There is no sunken treasure, rumored to be wrapped inside my ribs in a sea black with ink. I am so out of tune with you.

I have had a lazy, boring day. xoxo
galahad:
The highs and the lows. they are the essence of life. they are both precious, but do not let them get close...
Apr 11, 2006

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