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Wednesday Oct 20, 2004

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i gave in and went to hardcore karaoke. but, a plus was the girl i don't like wasn't there. even better, a guy i've been talking to online for about a year was there. we've been at shows before but never officially met. needless to say i got home and sent him an email asking him if he was seeing anyone and then said if not how about dinner and a movie this weekend. heh ::crosses fingers:: chickenshit i know, but at least i asked ::shrugs::

don't say you're sorry.
i've heard it far too many time.
we play these stupid games from a million miles away.


i've been fucked over twice in two days. that definately does not make me happy. i'm debating whether to start hiding again. when people want to hang out just hide. if i go to denny's sit in the employee section, etc.

discontent and pushing you further away
independant and i can't take your dependance to me
the pedestal you placed me on is wavering
i'm no idol and the statue of be is becoming cracked
lines are drawn with jaded ink and that once happy picture is fading rapidly
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twilight1:
*Sends a hug*
Oct 20, 2004
xviolentxbeautyx:
It was soo much fun last night. I got humped by 2 of my favorite people! hahaha Rawk on with your bad self.... you ave more balls then I do. Hense, why Im still alone! Im not complaining though! Talk to you later babe.... Luva u!
Oct 20, 2004

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