starrbee

so yeah i sorta just dropped off the face of the planet for a bit...
it was cold out there too...

but im back now for the most part...trying my best to get through life without having to do a whole hell of a lot...
i guess when i die on my tombstone just put..here lies starr she was really good a doing nothing.
we all have are powers right?

so other then doing nothing..and reading..and working a bit at the pizza place that i call a second home..the owners there love me..why im not too sure.but they do.. ive been trying to come up with a swell plan to take over the world. if anyone owns a death ray please drop me a line..it would be helpful.
i keep waking up at night from dreams where im getting chased by killer puppies...is that odd.
i also look at other people and wonder what it would be like to sleep with them..then i get werided out by it.

im sure i could get on meds but why bother? really...maybe its perfectly normal to think this way...

i dont have alot of friends really..my old best friend hasnt talked to me in ages..so i guess im dead to her..she's moved on and ive really stopped trying. i could be friends with the people i work with but they are all teeny poppers and the only thing i can do i buy them liquior. swell. i dont feel 24. it totally blows. i want to do something..i just dont know what.

forget it about it.

well my stoney faced friends it was nice babbling to you...maybe one of you will write back . that would be swell as well.
hopefully next time i write ill really have something to say!!!!