starra

it surprises me everytime that I post a set in the PSW group that I get such an amazing response from so many people. Talk about a self esteem booster! THANK YOU EVERYONE, for all your lovely compliments!!! <3

Once again I have been approached to do nude modeling for a plus size suicide-girls-esqe website... I'm considering this one a lot. They seem to pay much attention to detail and making everything beautiful. All the other sites of run across are very amature looking and just poorly done. It needs to be a professional running and looking website for me to pose nude for it.....artistically nude, no hardcore shite.

So we'll see, I'm thinking it over. Tastefully nude pics don't disturb me, it would be like being in Playboy.. beautiful.

2005, isn't starting off too great for me in certain areas of my life.. its kinda, confusing I guess - stressful. we'll see how it all pans out. right now I just feel kind of disgusted by the whole situation.

I want to clear my mind and the negativity... any suggestions???? (please be realistic here, dont go around telling me to go fuck the world or some stupid shite like that)

xoxox