starra

rake your dirty hands across my chest
leaving imprints of your pain
whispered words you scream at me
wanting you, to go away
and here you are torturing me
rusting nails deep inside my skin
pulling, scratching, bleeding
poison me from within.

here I can't breathe
while your breath falls upon my cheek
here I can't see
while your lightened step walks across my breast
here I can't feel
while you cage me deep within your arms
here I can't live
while you protect me from harm

I am your prisoner
your mutated child
I am your being,
the one and only one, who makes you smile
I am your reminder
of all the girls you so secretly charmed away
I am your nightmare
the only girl whos words you couldnt plan out, each day.

so take my eyes and take my heart
kiss my wrists with your razor blade fingertips
mold me, caress me, make me into your everything
and lose me, so effortlessly.