starphire

it's gonna be a single valentine's day for me... my phrase for the weekend is fuck valentines day! ha! i am going to hang out with another single friend and we are going to hate the day together ! lol... went to a local show tonight. it was fun but shitty all at the same time. my ex was there with his new girlfriend and i almost came unglued. had my good friend tiff there with me though so that was good. actually have a little crush going on ( it's a guy and usually i get more girl crushes) but this guy obviously doesn't give me the time of day and is supposedly seeing someone anyways. WIN! NOT! but back to the ex guy it sucks ass to not be able to get over someone when it's been a couple years already. kinda sad/pathetic. oh well... then saw my ex girl at walmart ( who im not speaking to anymore because she is a bit nutso with wanting to know my every move) and totally ignored her for the sake of not having to make conversation and she's said some shitty shit and i have too. blah blah...
on another note i am finally back on the losing weight bandwagon. havent lost anything yet, its only been 3 days. but damnit this next 20 pounds has got to and WILL come off of me!!!! i will be determined and do this this time. it will be healthier, help my self esteem, help my clothes fit ( lol) and make me look better.
i have some pretty neat new hair going on.. i dont have anything on my computer to resize pictures to put one as a profile picture so i figured i'd just post them in here..