starlightkitten

I'm just depressed right now. I need to get out and do something. Mike and I broke up last night because of my stupid temper. I got mad at him and told him that I would send him his ring back the next time I went to the post office and if I was such a problem he's better off without me anyways. (he gave me this ring that was really special to him on a chain for my b-day) I figured that he would respond with "quit being so high strung we'll talk later on when you calm down." like he normally does but he just said "Just keep it." and it was like I had been kicked. Supposedly we're going to talk today but it's 2:30 in the afternoon and he still hasn't called me. I need a hug. I need to get out of the house. Next wednesday seems years away and I'm hoping that I get to go see Voltaire on sunday just so that I can fsking cheer myself up a bit. To make matters worse when I'm just around the house when I'm this upset I just eat. This of course makes me feel worse. So please if you read this and you live near me and are bored come hang out with me. I'm going crazy here just sitting and crying.