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*edit* Doc appt: doc wants me to add another med- generic effexor to what im already on. sad about this. hope it helps. x

Hi SG x

Just thought i'd make a new blog.
Things have been all over the place for me... emotionally and stuff. Been trying so hard to be positive and do good things but depression keeps creepin up on me and i keep feeling so lost. I think a lot of it has to do with my lifestyle...im not happy with much of anything.. can't find a job...same old same old stuff... situational ...i need some changes but i also think different meds might help... i have an appointment today. ugh i hate changing meds. we'll see i guess.....
Yesterday started out great and i was positive and everything but the day turned into an emotional rollercoaster ride... long story really. Family stuff and things around me.
Have been working on a bit of art, something im in the middle of right now...



And some other random photos of me....lately..



And my boobs are too big, i hate it. lol


Been watching this funny/weird show on netflix called UGLY AMERICANS. haha its really cool. Kinda reminds me of superjail. which i love.

Anyway hope you are all having a good week. Feel free to message me if you wanna talk, i check in here pretty often smile
xoxoxo
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vivianevog:
Sorry to hear about your depression and good that you're trying to keep positive and do good things and I do know how it can creep up on you and my emotions have been up and down too..I do understand...it might be situational but also changing meds might help too...good luck with that and I can understand that you're wary of changing but I hope it works out ok for youwink Sorry to hear about yesterday but I love your art and your pics are lovely...and your boobs are not too big...you are beautifulkiss
Hope your week gets better and hugs times a million to you...kisskiss
Apr 17, 2012
dmstarsailor:
Pretty pictures I hope you feel better
Apr 18, 2012

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