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Still working thru my madness / mess of a life ............i will get this figured out one way or another. Gotta believe in myself.........
Better blog soon.
Better blog soon.
littlejohn22:
Right on, sending you more positive mojo
fische:
Yes, do believe in yourself. Hope you're ok x
Finally decided - I need to get away from this game i play online i always talk about..... - its gotten to be too much for me, and i wanna focus on other things. if i can just get past the addicting part of it.
life is short. why waste it on virtual bullshit?
things i want to do/should do:
Lots of art
writing
pma...
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life is short. why waste it on virtual bullshit?
things i want to do/should do:
Lots of art
writing
pma...
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littlejohn22:
I bet you will discover something new about yourself... I know it was a hard decision.
If there is anything I can do to help you out let me know.
Enjoy something new this weekend, something that might make you get out of your comfort zone.
If there is anything I can do to help you out let me know.
Enjoy something new this weekend, something that might make you get out of your comfort zone.
neeeeon:
Yay! 
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fische:
Hey lady, how are you? Feels like I haven't spoken to you in ages. Hope things are ok x
fische:
Are you still liking that guy from the game you play?
I'm really good thank you lovely x
I'm really good thank you lovely
xI feel totally lost.
i dont know how to describe it really except for ive been stuck in a world more like created in my head.....on a virtual level.... and not a realistic one. I have been put thru so much for so many months .... i have turned into someone that is not me... my spirit is not right.... i dont feel the same.......
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i dont know how to describe it really except for ive been stuck in a world more like created in my head.....on a virtual level.... and not a realistic one. I have been put thru so much for so many months .... i have turned into someone that is not me... my spirit is not right.... i dont feel the same.......
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littlejohn22:
Sending you positive mojo... stay strong, shihe bright, pose naked
Maybe you just need to go for a walk.
(You are probably tired of my responses)
Maybe you just need to go for a walk.
(You are probably tired of my responses)
brightredscream:
I used to play a chat/game like that and it sucked me in so badly it was insane. I actually had someone set up a blocker so I couldn't access the game.
Oh man this isn't good. im seriously in love with this guy ive come so close with online. and him the same for me. but its wrong cos i have my awesome bf irl. i dont know what to do now..... i long to be with this person in real life 
littlejohn22:
Will your boyfriend be ok if you have another lover? You should talk to him, life is too short not to enjoy it fully.
littlejohn22:
I know exactly what you are going through, went through it myself... you may have to say, what he does not know will not hurt him... but it might cripple your spirit...
All I have to add is, do not deny yourself an exiting life full of life and pleasure.
All I have to add is, do not deny yourself an exiting life full of life and pleasure.
Never mind about this online dude i've had this long stupid thing with. He's shown his true colors by acting like a child and telling me i could "suck his dick for all he cares" yeah, fuck you child.... bye bye lol
littlejohn22:
This is good to hear... you deserve much better.
Hello Sg land ^_^
Figured it was time i wrote a blog with more than one issue or just an update on whats been going on in my life.
This is kinda a rant.....or vent... or something D:
I know what i desire and as usual i am putting that on the back burner. I'm craving to write, do more art and compile those two...
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Figured it was time i wrote a blog with more than one issue or just an update on whats been going on in my life.
This is kinda a rant.....or vent... or something D:
I know what i desire and as usual i am putting that on the back burner. I'm craving to write, do more art and compile those two...
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brightredscream:
Delete the game?
exning:
Thank you lady, I really appreciate that
Question-
why would someone, im very close to. who's seen my photos online.. promise me he'd let me see his...but then decide he wont let me? he has lied to me beore. i dont understand this, and we're going to lose our 'online relationship' over it...and he's willing to let that happen over a photo?
I have asked him why. his answer is "i dont...
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why would someone, im very close to. who's seen my photos online.. promise me he'd let me see his...but then decide he wont let me? he has lied to me beore. i dont understand this, and we're going to lose our 'online relationship' over it...and he's willing to let that happen over a photo?
I have asked him why. his answer is "i dont...
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maryjay:
you might be being catfished.
maybe its really a chick.
maybe its really a chick.
littlejohn22:
he might not be happy with the way his body looks... or he could just be baiting you
torontokillsme:
you're not only ridiculously hot, you're awesome
you're not only ridiculously hot, you're awesome
fische:
Hope you're ok lady xx
omg. the guy in this game i have gotten close to.... the virtual game i play.....is seriously making my life hell. i mean yes we care for each other and all that as much as we can being it the internet but its gotten to the point where its effecting me irl so much. he has so many problems, and the weight of it is...
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neeeeon:
I know it can be hard to walk away from something like this, but it really sounds like you need to quit that game...for the sake of your sanity!
gigondas:
just. stop.
good decisions beget good results.
good decisions beget good results.
Ok... relationship advise? lol....... ok here goes..... ive been with joe(my bf) for.. well this summer it will be 11 years! and yknow things get old and this person ive been talking to online on the stupid game,which we have both developed feelings for eachother....obviously isn't going to be real...it makes sense cos when something new /exciting comes in it seems like so much better...
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littlejohn22:
What about a holiday away with each other, or another activity like camping or a festival.?.
