i am so hungry!! i havent eaten in days because i have been so fucking incredibly sick.. so i am pigging out on a teryaki chicken bowl
christmas was.. christmas. got lots of good stuff. spent lots of money on lots of good stuff for others. i didnt get to stay in bed and have cocktails like i had planned.. i substituted the cocktails for... Read More
got off work early last night and decided the perfect end to a perfectly good day would be to have some coctails at one of my favorite bars... by myself...
i do not like to do ANYTHING in public by my lonesome.. its just a weird hang up that i have.. but last night i had cocktails by myself.. a sign of a true drunk..... Read More
i love to read entire books and then realize i don't remember what the hell it was that i read. go back, start over, fuck me, why does it have to be Finnegan's Wake?
*yay*
i am quite happy today! maybe its because i found..
$800 just laying on the ground! 8 fucking hundred dollars. i get excited when i find 1 dollar...
i am just going to hang on to it until the 24th in case someone comes looking for it.. i dont need anymore bad karma by spending someones christmas money..
Why, thank you! I'm rather fond of the old pic myself. Oh, and uh, I think I lost $800 the other day... yah, so uh, that must be mine. Yup, that's it. What, you don't believe me? But I did such a good act!
aaahh..
feeling much better than i did on friday. i took some darvoset and vicodin, watched cartoons and jumped on my bed. i have not jumped on a bed in years. it was quite refreshing..
i think i may just have to "medicate" myself for the rest of this year..
and i officially hate christmas.. there is just waaay too much bullshit to go thru for one friggin day! yeh, giving and receiving presents can be fun, but i dont even want to do that!! i am just going to stay in bed all day and have cocktails and watch old movies..
It's always a good time to drink beer and listen to Hank Williams.
Although, I don't think there's better therapy than cocktails and old movies. No one ever gets Christmas cards from me. Too busy drinking and lounging.
i'm getting to think there are probably A LOT of songs with clapping that suck ass but I try to think positive about that stuff. I block the bad songs that would desperately love to save themselves with a good jolly round the house clapping.
this isnt really sex, this isnt really life
this isnt really anything i think i life
and i will not sit on broken glass..
not for you or anyone
i will not cut my ass
we have no reasons but we still have fun
down on the floor baby whisper my name..
yeah, when you rip my back to shreds
i'll dig my boots into... Read More
*yay* this is my first "official" journal entry!!
i am a little excited because i just checked my email and someone wants to be my friend!! *sigh*
i had originally signed up for SG just to check out the hot mommas *yum*.. i didnt have any intentions on using the journal but now since i have a friend... who knows...
ummm maybe you should update more?