starkofdoom

Huh, so Ashley got a hold of me today..... felt kinda weird. When someone you decided a month ago to not talk to ever again and hate gets a hold of you and apologizes of all things.... I don't know. She is moving to Virginia and I guess I realized that even though shit got fucked up between us I don't think it is worth it to just say fuck you and never talk to her again.

Also Jill still isn't talking to me. It's been... 3 weeks now? I broke down a few days ago and texted her to say I missed her. I felt bad about it because I have been making sure to respect her space but... well I really missed her and it made me feel better to say it.