My friends have decided I am homophobic.... based on two things. Number one, when I am at a party made up of pre dominantly gay people, I am uncomfortable, number two, when I have been around gay couples in the past I have been uncomfortable.
Now the thing that they are ignoring is this, when I am at a PARTY, regardless of demographic, I am uncomfortable, it comes from the fact that I have social anxiety issues. I think I am boring and I have nothing to say so I clam up and avoid conversation that isn't with people I know.
As for the couples... for the past 3 years I have wanted to be in a relationship so bad that it literally hurt to be around anyone else who was in a relationship. It had nothing to do with them being gay, simply me being jealous as fuck.
However no one cares and I doubt they even think I am worth wasting the time to try to re-evaluate their ideas and conceptions of me..... did I call these people friends?
Now the thing that they are ignoring is this, when I am at a PARTY, regardless of demographic, I am uncomfortable, it comes from the fact that I have social anxiety issues. I think I am boring and I have nothing to say so I clam up and avoid conversation that isn't with people I know.
As for the couples... for the past 3 years I have wanted to be in a relationship so bad that it literally hurt to be around anyone else who was in a relationship. It had nothing to do with them being gay, simply me being jealous as fuck.
However no one cares and I doubt they even think I am worth wasting the time to try to re-evaluate their ideas and conceptions of me..... did I call these people friends?