Life is going ok. Doesn't seem like it should be, but it is. My best friend... I guess that title doesn't apply anymore really, ashley will not respond to me at all. Don't know why, at this point don't care. If she wants me in her life it's gonna have to be her choice. I still love her and want nothing but good for her, but I am not getting hung up on her again. I also dropped my english class *waves goodbye to $200*, but I wasn't ready for that much work and it was messing up my other 3 classes, so I feel good being able to focus on those now.

Other then that my outlook isn't so bleak. It's odd but I actually feel like I am gonna eventually meet someone and be in a relationship again, which may sound dumb, but for the past 2 years I felt like I was gonna die alone and I had no chance of doing anything with my life. So it's a big deal.

I am enjoying school and work is going pretty well. I can definately see myself being here for a few more years.