starkofdoom

Yesterday was interesting, I guess thats the best way to put it. It was my B-day, so I am now 24, hehe which has depressing implications in and of it self. Anyways I got into a tiff with my best friend. I asked her to do something that was important and she completely forgot what it was. Now the thing is is we are both really busy with other shit in our lives, so not really a big deal right? Wrong, I was so depressed about the way my day was looking and that it was my birthday and I had to be at work and other shit that I took it all out on her. In the end, after a nice chat of over an hour where I was a complete ass she called me a drama queen, disconnected from gchat and I haven't heard from her since. The thing is, is this is a relationship that has had a lot of turbulence in the past year, so I don't know if I am ever going to talk to her again. I fucked up. I just hope I can let her know that and she can forgive me.

After that happened I got ahold of a friend of mine and drove to Glendale and hit up a hookah/pool join with her called Silver Cues. It was a pretty good time, but pretty much everything is now colored by what happened with Ashley. Here's to hoping I have a best friend after yesterday.