starknaked

im extroadinarily tired today, but entirely to restless to relax. ive felt very peculiar the last two days..and i believe that my emotions are running rampet. im not quite sure to do with myself. i think im depressed but like always i know that it wont last forever and i just have to force myself to do productive things. there are so many things going on in my life and i cant wait for 4 more weeks when we finally leave here.
ive been practicing alot and i do believe that i will be ready to light up for the first time at burning man. my poi have become extensions to my hands..its a wonderful feeling. i cant wait. i wish that i could practice more, but right now my energy level i believe needs to be in the right space....
my girlie probably is the most wonderful person that i have ever met. shes so very patient.

ps. i think that there are ghosts in my house

pps. a very SCARY dragqueen looking crazy lady that comes into one of the bars i work at and starts fights(its a small town lesbian bar) has moved in upstairs from me. actually moved in at 1am while her and her other friends were drunk.
anyways...shes quite creepy.eek