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stargirl17

Kansas City

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Tuesday May 31, 2005

May 31, 2005
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went and applied at four retail shops today - quite the motley mix too: express (yuck but i have an interview tomorrow), forever 21 (yuck again), pac sun (kind of yuck but they don't have a tattoo policy - only facial piercings frown) and hot topic (which wouldn't nbe so bad but they aren't hiring at the moment though the manager i talked to seemed really cool and pretty interested in me). going to apply at target, too. i hate applying places and then waiting to see if they call you - ugh. especially places where you know you can't show your tattoos and you'll have to wear high knecks and long sleeves every fucking day and dress up nice. and it's a group interview, too so it will even worse because i tend to get shy in groups but do awesome in one-on-one interviews. i didn't put urban outfitters down either, so i hope they don't find out i worked there *crosses fingers* or that will defeinetley not get me the job. so i have to figure out a cute outfit for tomorrow that covers my tattoos - not easy but oh well. it's an interview, a foot through the door.

i think i'm going to get my nipples pierced soon. vertically, just to be a little different. either my nipples or my daiths (in my ears - no dirty thoughts now!) and i'm getting so excited about my upcoming tattoo appointment. june 15th - only 15 days away. that's two weeks and a day. hopefully i'll have $300 to spend - well, hopefully more, but i do have to pay for everything else first. but if the bf and the ex-roomie (so glad the bitch moved out) give me some $$ then maybe i can get more than just the outline - maybe some shading, too. anyhow, i'm so excited!! love since i can't get my scarification done, i'm content to get tattooed, especially by ben and especially the completely awesome desgign he has drawn up for me. he's done it again - completely surpassed my expectations. hopefully, i'll be able to get one session done a month if i'm careful with my money and get my sleeve done by mid-fall or maybe sooner! i'll post pics, don't worry. i won't say what it is; just know it's gonna kick some serious ass. and i got some money from my mom today, so i will have food to eat again - yeah! i was relying on scraps from the bf's family yesterday and my own the day before because my bitch roomate refused to give me money she owes me until my bf give her the money he owes her. i'm like, we are two seperate people. that doesn't concern me and i need to eat. whatever. some people are so selfish, yet she has this major martyr complex and thinks she is "saving"everyone (not in the chirstioan manor) when she just does it for the attention she receives from it. i know that's a super-harsh judgement, but after living with the girl - yes girl, not woman because she is still a child - for almost a year and knowing her for four years i feel isee through her pretty well. so maybe i'll get bad karma, but i'm only talking truth people, and soemtimes the truth hurts.

anyone, enough of that. i don't like all that negativity flowing through my body. on to thoughts of possible jobs (keep me in your thoughts - think: jenni will get a job soon) and new prospects and of course my new jewled 10 gauge curved barbells for my outer labia piercings smile i think i might go see if my mentor will put them in for me today. my labia are plenty healed and i have money, so it's just if he has time. so excited for my pretties to be even prettier and bling-bling (god, i hate those words) for me and my boyfriend to admire. smile

and i've lost more weight, too. i no longer weigh myself but i MIGHT be down in the 160s , well upper 160s low, low 170s now since my size 12 jeans are no longer digging in my skin but fit just right. thank you slimfast and topomax for sure. well, gotta call my psych, but will keep everyone posted on the job situation. remember: think good thoughts on me getting a job. wink and have a good week. you guys are the best. so awesome i MIGHT, MAYBE consider posting a pic of my new jewelry. maybe. we'll see, though, cause i'm kinda private about my privates but they really are pierced beautifully and look great. let's just say if you want to see, let me know and if popular demand dictates, i might be convinced. wink

-jenni
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brixton:
fingers are so crossed for any and all of those jobs. i am going through the same stuff; so wish me luck as well. i know how much it sucks.

and pictures of your piercings would be lovely. =)
Jun 1, 2005
brixton:
post them! im sure not only i would enjoy seeing them
Jun 2, 2005

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