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I used to be a romantic. Then I became pragmatic. Then I became a realist. Then I became a pessimist.

This is the downward descent of man.

When we are born we are told to dream. What do you want to be when you grow up? Superhero. President. Wold Dictat. Whatever you could imagine.

When we hit a certain age, I'm not quite sure when....
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zak:
royal tenenbaums is my absolute, favorite movie ever... of all time.. haha
i don't usually have a favorite anything, but that movie is something else.
zak:
"wild cat was written in a sort of.. obsolete vernacular."

oh god.. the nico songs were great too. the whole sound track
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I've made a decision. I'm not going to tell people how I'm really doing anymore. I'm not going to let people inside of my broken ass head unless I'm paying them to share whatever pain it is I feel. (read: counselor or shrink)

Let's face it, no one really wants to hear if I'm having a shitty day. Everyone expects "Hey, Tim. How're you?" "I'm...
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frankmask:
That's okay, Tim. I plugged a status indicator into your neck when you weren't looking. Now your current mood and general health shows up in the lower right corner of my screen, much like the Sims. MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
meta:
word.

just.. word.
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I went out riding the GS450 today. My dad was a lot cooler about teaching me to ride motorcycle than he was about driving my car. My legs hurt like a mother though. I'll update more later. I'm gonna ice my crotch or something... fuck...

More later: Birthday parties for 21 year olds suck. When they have it someplace like Pedros it's cool, but when...
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cinemonk:
Awesome. I bet that is such an adrenaline rush! smile
frankmask:
Snowmobiles feel like that. The world goes by much faster when the only thing between you and the ground is your jacket.
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How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;

I'm going to call today a 0
cinemonk:
I hope that tomorrow is better for you man.
videodrome:
yup, that's mr. campbell!
skull
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The fix of things unbroken am I, motherfucker!

Story: I got an HFC (Ho Feng Co) gas revolver from Taiwan. The fucking thing wouldn't work in single action only in double action. And let's fucking face it... if you can't pull back the hammer as you draw and give off some fucking cheeseball line what's the point in having a revolver right?

So I ripped...
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meta:
"In your face space coyote!" redeemed this thing entirely.
frankmask:
Word to your polyglot, my 'Oh my god I'm modern no wait I'm post modern' friend.
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I went and talked to a counselor today.

It really didn't help much. It was just the same stuff I've been telling people since forever.

She wants me to record my mood until the next time I see her so I suppose I'll play along.

I need to call my doc and talk to him about getting put on antidepressants. Apparently he can do that...
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judyisapunk:
Hey Hey, keep working on the mood. It takes baby steps but your doing great. PS I might be moving to Madison, Weird! If that happens I'll let you know! I'm obsessed with exclamation points! smile kiss Cheer up kiss
tiffany:
thanxxx a lot!!!!!! kiss
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meta:
! me likes.
krazynotez1:
Your artist does great shading. The lines are steady and smooth. Nice work. You are off to a good start. A little advice for a rookie ... when choosing your work ... go ahead and take the chance to forsee how it would all work together if you where 100% tattooed. I am sure at this stage you are starting to get the feeling that you will have many more tattoos in the future, so begin to plan now for your complete peice and avoid being one of those peice-meal living canvases that are so common. You have one life, and one skin, take the time to turn your body into a Cistene Chapel instead of a tagged inner city wall.
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I took down my profile because I need to take another look at my life and how I percieve it. I know something as simple as a profile really wouldn't matter to some people, but if I'm unsure of where I stand, how can I express myself to other people?

I've not cried. Not for a couple days anyway. I think this means I'm getting...
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cinemonk:
Dude, just do what you gotta do. If you want to change how you are, then do it. But only because you want to. Believe me, it never works when you are doing shit/changing how you are solely because others want you to, no matter how good the intentions may be. You gotta want to change.

Sorry for that little ramble, lol. I get carried away sometimes smile
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cinemonk:
Awesome. How long have you had it?
frankmask:
Tim! Tim! We're building a Tank! You need to go watch Tank Girl. And then you need to get me a big, ugly, and functional truck, and you need to do it for free! Free, man! Free! Hurry!