Where has my energy gone? I don't feel depressed yet have many of the same physical feelings. It's annoying.
My family takes pretty good care of me.
My sis fed me booze last night, and when I got home today and was still a bit hung over there was cold chicken supreme pizza waiting in the fridge for me.
My sis fed me booze last night, and when I got home today and was still a bit hung over there was cold chicken supreme pizza waiting in the fridge for me.
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frankmask:
I hear that chicken pizza supremes are secretly infused with pure love in the chicken pizza orchards.
Should I or should I not apply for the position of Sex Column editor for the Oracle, with the understanding that I would crib all my articles from the Sex Talk board and use the position primarily so that I could use 'Hey, I write for a sex column. Want to help me with some research?'
Should I or should I not apply for the position of Sex Column editor for the Oracle, with the understanding that I would crib all my articles from the Sex Talk board and use the position primarily so that I could use 'Hey, I write for a sex column. Want to help me with some research?'
renegadefuzz:
I take good care of you too!
Well... at least when you're around and you talk to me.
I've always gotten you pretty presents at least!
Well... at least when you're around and you talk to me.
I've always gotten you pretty presents at least!
One day. I forget to clean the tit piercings for one fucking day and they get infected. Fucking both of them! The right one is minor, but the left one is swollen a bit. I poured more pierced ear solution into it than I prolly should have, but that infection shit gotsta go.
Why the fuck did I do this again? *looks at Body Mods...
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Why the fuck did I do this again? *looks at Body Mods...
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renegadefuzz:
precious.. absolutely precious... I get 3 drunk dialing messages, just to tell me goodnight.. (yes, I know I drunk dial you all the time, but I have reasons.. aka walking drunk on Minnehaha at midnight alone.. I prefer being on the phone with someone.. so there..) but yes, very cute. And not only the phone messages, but I got a drunk journal comment as well. lol... I'll make sure to tell the DT girls that they "rock" because they fed you tequila and they're your big sisters. funny shit. you make me smile, boy.
bbbbbeckah:
that sucks, you've been bragging about how awesome they are.
Red Pepper Chinese is going to be closing on May 2nd. What kind of bullshit is this? Where the fuck am I supposed to go out to eat now?
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cinemonk:
I am all about the Ford Mustangs. I personally want a 1966 baby blue or fire engine red convertible. Kick ass if you ask me 
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Just out of curiosity, why does the Coke need to be in a bottle?
Oh, and hello by the way
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Just out of curiosity, why does the Coke need to be in a bottle?
Oh, and hello by the way
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renegadefuzz:
Red Pepper is closing?!? What is Henry to do now?
First Steak n Shake.... Now red pepper?
Well.... ummm... Well.. I like tumbleweeds.. and they're still open.. Why is red pepper closing?
First Steak n Shake.... Now red pepper?
Well.... ummm... Well.. I like tumbleweeds.. and they're still open.. Why is red pepper closing?
Fuck Fucking Doc in a Box fucks.
I'm not even going to get the RX filled. Fuck em. My body will sort its shit out or I'll die. I don't fucking care anymore.
I'm not going to take meds for something that they're not sure I need to take meds for when it's the meds I used to take which have such wonderful side effects...
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I'm not even going to get the RX filled. Fuck em. My body will sort its shit out or I'll die. I don't fucking care anymore.
I'm not going to take meds for something that they're not sure I need to take meds for when it's the meds I used to take which have such wonderful side effects...
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iggy_koopa:
i kinda know what your talking about they did the same thing to my dad for years, after he had cancer they jumped around from disease to disease trying to guess why hes so tired all the time, still havent figured it out. how much do you charge for some of the leather stuff you make? ive been looking for a pair of cuffs like the 13th picture in your leather folder without the spikes but i cant find any for less than like 80 bucks. hope you feel better and never trust doc's theyre shady.
So my stomach is eating itself. Worse than usual in fact. There's blood.
I'm really afraid right now. These types of things kill people. I don't want to be people.
I see my doctor at 2:30 to confirm that my insides are actually trying to kill me.
I've been warned since I was four that I had a pre-ulcer condition that could grow up and...
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I'm really afraid right now. These types of things kill people. I don't want to be people.
I see my doctor at 2:30 to confirm that my insides are actually trying to kill me.
I've been warned since I was four that I had a pre-ulcer condition that could grow up and...
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renegadefuzz:
*hug* that'll have to do right now... I was hoping I'd given you enough last weekend to last for a bit.. but then this came up again.
3 more weeks of classes.. then finals, then I'm in WI again..
3 more weeks of classes.. then finals, then I'm in WI again..
frankmask:
Aww. Think happy thoughts about the inevitable road trip to drag your butt back to Saint Paul at the end of the summer. I wholeheartedly intend to get soap and paint skull and crossbones on the Tank, fly up the roger, and recruit some scurvy lads and lasses on the first semi-annual 'Pirates Raid Wisconsin in a Tank... Thing'. With piracy.
Mom: What's with the sea salts in the bathroom?
Me: Oh those? I got my nipples pierced. *unbuttons shirt* See?
Mom: Oh shit. Why would you do that?
Me: *shrug* Felt like it.
Mom: When did you get that done?
Me: A couple weeks ago. I wanted to make sure they were going to heal before telling you about them otherwise why bother when they'd...
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Me: Oh those? I got my nipples pierced. *unbuttons shirt* See?
Mom: Oh shit. Why would you do that?
Me: *shrug* Felt like it.
Mom: When did you get that done?
Me: A couple weeks ago. I wanted to make sure they were going to heal before telling you about them otherwise why bother when they'd...
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Some writing (mostly fictional, but all good writing has a place in reality right?)
People don't even realize they're being mean anymore. I can hardly blame them. It must seem nice to them, I guess. I also suppose it should seem nice to me.
"Can you do this for me?" Of course I can. I even will do it for you. Is instead, "Can you...
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People don't even realize they're being mean anymore. I can hardly blame them. It must seem nice to them, I guess. I also suppose it should seem nice to me.
"Can you do this for me?" Of course I can. I even will do it for you. Is instead, "Can you...
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audrey_dean:
The runes spell 'George,' which is my father's name
He's still alive. Every time I tell someone what the runes spell, they assume my dad's wrung down the curtain and joined the choir invisible or something. But he's my best friend, so...
He's still alive. Every time I tell someone what the runes spell, they assume my dad's wrung down the curtain and joined the choir invisible or something. But he's my best friend, so...
I'm tired. Food makes me ill. I'm sad.
I feel like crying. Just randomly really. I'll be fine for an hour, two, three... then I'll feel like crying over nothing in particular.
Sometimes I seriously consider seeing a shrink who could put me on overpriced meds that would force happiness from me just so I wouldn't have to feel this.
"It's a chemical inbalance in...
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I feel like crying. Just randomly really. I'll be fine for an hour, two, three... then I'll feel like crying over nothing in particular.
Sometimes I seriously consider seeing a shrink who could put me on overpriced meds that would force happiness from me just so I wouldn't have to feel this.
"It's a chemical inbalance in...
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renegadefuzz:
Hey love....
I miss you.. I'm glad we got to talk for a little bit tonight before you went off to bed. I'm once again up too late for no apparent reason at all. Oh well... Apparently I slept through most of the movie anyway. Forgot that Troy was a long one....
I love you, and I wish I could just crawl into bed with you again and hold you, especially with you feeling the way you do now... I wish there were something I could do...
I miss you.. I'm glad we got to talk for a little bit tonight before you went off to bed. I'm once again up too late for no apparent reason at all. Oh well... Apparently I slept through most of the movie anyway. Forgot that Troy was a long one....
I love you, and I wish I could just crawl into bed with you again and hold you, especially with you feeling the way you do now... I wish there were something I could do...
meta:
speaking from experience, I can say that depression is somewhat better than antidepressants because even if all you are is sadness and doom, at least you're real.
antidepressants steal the last lingering threads of your soul and turn them into cotton candy. it's not as cool as it sounds.
antidepressants steal the last lingering threads of your soul and turn them into cotton candy. it's not as cool as it sounds.
I think that banging my head against a wall is a good idea about now. I really do.
I'm truly fucking miserable. I had things I meant to do today. I really did. Important things? Not really. Cleaning shit. Going to the DMV. Did I do any of it? No. And why you might ask? Lack of time? Sort of. I also just didn't feel...
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I'm truly fucking miserable. I had things I meant to do today. I really did. Important things? Not really. Cleaning shit. Going to the DMV. Did I do any of it? No. And why you might ask? Lack of time? Sort of. I also just didn't feel...
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theloneranger:
Well boyo, I can offer one piece of advice:
No matter what you do in life, what matters the most is that you are DOing something.
BTW, thats not some age old addage, thats not someones quote, that was just some bs out of my ass, cause thats what I do. Enjoy.
No matter what you do in life, what matters the most is that you are DOing something.
BTW, thats not some age old addage, thats not someones quote, that was just some bs out of my ass, cause thats what I do. Enjoy.
kaos:
If it makes you feel any better... I went to the DMV today and it made me want to bang my head against the wall... I think it's a lose lose situation. 
I don't really feel like updating my page anymore.
I don't really feel like commenting on things anymore.
I don't really think I like my life that much.
Shit just kinda sucks in general.
I don't really feel like commenting on things anymore.
I don't really think I like my life that much.
Shit just kinda sucks in general.
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theloneranger:
Well I whole heartedly concur!
No happy talk from me, no siree!
Take some drugs, they always help.
No happy talk from me, no siree!
Take some drugs, they always help.
renegadefuzz:
I love you and miss you.
Just keep going. I still need you dammit.
Four more months...
*Edit*
I think you need to escape for a while.
Doesn't mean you come up here...
But you do need to get away for a while.
and I don't mean a soma holiday....
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Just keep going. I still need you dammit.
Four more months...
*Edit*
I think you need to escape for a while.
Doesn't mean you come up here...
But you do need to get away for a while.
and I don't mean a soma holiday....
[Edited on Apr 18, 2005 10:28AM]
My nipples haven't bled all day. This may not seem like much to you people. but to me...that's huge. That's like Andre the Giant in Japan huge.
judyisapunk:
Ewwwww Bloody nipples= godey!
I'm glad that's done with.
I'm glad that's done with.
Anyway.. ttyl love