stare

so yesterday morning i was jarred out of my sound sleep by my cell phone. you know that feeling you get when you know you were dreaming but you cant remeber what it was? i had it big time. i got up and got ready for the day and turned on the tv to E.R. (TNT is the only channel i watch nowadays). it as this episode where one of the doctors nephews dies right in front of him and he has to go tell his sister that her son is dead. and suddenly i remembered my dream. i was on my way to work and i passed this group of people. and i realized, in my dream of course, that the two men who were standing there were giving this girl a telegram. the one that no one wants to get from the department of defense. and the only thing i could think was thank god its not me. is that fucked up?