stare

i'm going to hell!!!!!







...who's coming with me?

It's amazing to me I can't
Seem to say what I'm doing here
My tongue is all twisted around the air
I'm looking for words that were so well rehearsed
But I can't find them anywhere
With you there's no easy answer
It's true
You change the equation that I add up to
And all of the things that I thought I knew
You turn...
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there's something about late night television that makes me feel fat AND ugly. and when i get tired of feeling like i need to be anorexic with fake tits, i kin watch the infomercial for miracle grow....yippeee!!!

i feel like if i didnt have skin every part of me would come bursting out in every driection all at once. i feel like it's the most important thing to know good people and cherish only that you've known them. i feel like i should know you better before you leave......because i KNOW ....i won't ever see you again.

ok ok so maybe i have a crush, but.....just a little one....

ok i hit him, dammit!!! but he asked for it!!! or at least i thought he did when he said "hit me!!" AHAHAHA. i felt so guilty but then again i couldn't stop laughing.

i almost didn't believe i had done it. but then he stumbled to the floor and teared up. and then i knew it. jeff pushed the SMACK button. *tisk tisk*

does it really look like a baby's arm holding an apple?

i want to rule the world!!! AHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!

i feel like chicken tonight!!

i stood there as if it werent reallyhappening. he was standing so close. i felt this warm gust of air on my chest and then the burning of gunpowder as i realized .... i was about to die. i dont know what was more scary, the fact that it was SO real or that i hadnt remembered until that moment, doing the most inane thing...
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yeah yeah so i kidnaped grandma. and no she wasnt happy about it. but it's for her own good damnit!!!!

i feel numb.