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i've fallen and i can't get up.....

there is a place that i hate. it's almost unreal. everything lacks in color. it's like the world is dead and there is nothing around for miles. i would never think to stay there, to live in this place. but....i want to be there. i guess home is where the heart is.....and my heart IS there....when nothing else is.....maybe if i click my heels i'll...
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feeling better but im still really tired. just gimme some cheerios, man.

back in the city.
really fucking tired.
lonely as a mofo.
listening to music that doesnt make me feel better.

still in kansas. coming home today. i dont feel good about it one damn bit. this fucking sucks. and tomorrow i have to go back to school and work. i dont even get a day of rest. i missed all of you guys.

so overloaded with homework to do...but that's what i get for going on vacation in the middle of the semester. it'll be worth it though.

one of my best friends is going in for brain surgery in less than two weeks. i love her so much. i want to just hug her and kiss her and tell her that everything will be ok. i'm NOT...
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i finally got my photo ID today so it looks like ill be flying out to the middle of nowhere, but it's ok cause i wouldnt want to go anywhere else right about now. so if i dont update for awhile, dont shoot me. i'll be back.

:kisses:

someone hand me some prozac QUICK!!!!

i love him, i do. Ive talked to him almost everyday for the last two weeks. maybe it's just me but im not used to it. i think maybe he thinks that i need to talk to him...but i dont. i know how i feel and i dont ever need to be reminded of it. it's always going to be there. i know he's got...
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hey baby, do you always look this good on sunday???

hey baby, do you always look this good on sunday???

oh yeah?!?!? well.....Im going to Kansas! BEAT THAT!!!!!!