starchild228

Hmm... I was trying to update my journal more often, but time really flies. Paid rent, utilities, and my credit card bill... ouch. I also got myself a few things... a pair of gloves that go with my leather jacket, a few books, and some halloween votives... I got 12 for $1.27. I also bought a fake skull and a deck of Rider Waite Tarot...
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Had some fun last night. One of my roommates, Josh, had some friends of his over. I feel comfortable enough around my roommates now that I went ahead and threw myself into the festivities. We drank for a while, listened to music, played poker. Joked around and picked on each other and laughed ourselves silly. Made the mistake of letting my roommate Jason mix me...
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Today started as a bad day, and slowly seems to be changing for the better. When I got up today, I was stressed out to begin with, then, things weren't running like they should, and I kept hurting myself. One of the joys of being a klutz Everything in the mail was either an overdue bill or something else equally nasty. One of my roommates...
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Finally got caught up on sleep... I've been running on about 3 hrs sleep per night for the last couple of weeks. I got my prescription for sleeping pills refilled on Thursday, and now I'm getting solid blocks of sleep instead of half-hour catnaps. I missed my mid-term, not sure if it was lack of sleep, or if I actually had the stomach flu that...
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I've made some changes in my life. I've got a long way to go. I decided to end a friendship that was toxic, despite the fact that I loved that woman like a sister. Somehow, I just knew that the relationship would only get worse, and I had to get out or go insane. I've also made the decision to spend less time around my...
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Men are idiots. I went on a date Friday. Picked the guy up, and we were just driving around, getting to know each other. Should have been a sign when he started dissing my music. If it wasn't Korn, it wasn't worth listening to, apparantly. Anyway, not a half an hour after I met the guy face-to-face for the first time, he grabs for my...
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Went home for the weekend, it was my grandfather's 75th birthday, and both he and my father had been through surgery this last week. My grandpa was doing well. His heart problems are maybe 33% fixed, but we're all thanking God they caught these things before he had a massive heart attack. He's got two weeks to recover from this surgery, then they go to...
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I'm in a good mood today, went shopping, bought books on wicca and Thai food, had a caramel frappucino from Starbucks, mmmm I was going to go to a movie, but there was nothing in town I really wanted to see. I bought bar utensils for 1/2 price at Pier 1, I decided to treat myself to Red Lobster... a very rare occurrence. Mmmm... shrimp...
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Thinking about my ex-best friend again. Never fails to raise my blood pressure. I kept thinking, maybe I should just call her or e-mail her, just put my pride aside. But then the rest of my brain kicks in and I think... yeah, that's the problem. In the five years we'd been friends, it was always me setting my pride aside and braving her fury...
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So... I've gotten a letter from the place I was interviewing at. Really wanted to get the job there, but they hired someone else. So basically, all I got for my time doing two interviews and driving all over do do site visits was a flaming cold that made me miserable for a week and a half. Okay, I've been job hunting for months. I...
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My weekend was nutz! Friday, I blazed an hour to my hometown, showered at my mom's place, changed and did my makeup, then ran to the wedding rehearsal. The caterer was a no-show, so I wound up mixing up 60 peoples worth of drinks and slicing the accompanying lemons and advising the freaked out mother of the groom in how to get things done in...
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moved into my new place, got a little tiny room upstairs... could barely fit my bed, dresser, computer desk and entertainment center in the place, but did. It's been almost two weeks and I'm still maybe 2/3 unpacked. The room is a mess, but as long as I've got a path to walk, I'm good. The guys I'm living with are really laid-back. There's a...
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