starcat

The stress of my life- specifically my job- is becoming almost physically unbearable. I keep getting put in situations that I should not be and i I can't just leave work stuff at work. I want to go to my midwife today and ask her to find a reason to pull me out of work for a week or 2 but we are SOO short staffed that if I do that I will be completely screwing other nurses and I don't want to do that. I don't know what to do all I know is that I am losing my mind and the thought of having to go to work another day, and the thought of soon having another baby to take care of and all of the thoughts just make we want to crawl in a hole. I guess its all made worse by pregnant hormones....