starcat

lots going on but i just don't feel like writing about it.

so here's a little something about me.....i obsessively worry....like about the stupidest things, i worry about money and if i did something wrong at work, i worry if someone says they need to talk to me that its automatically something bad or that i am in trouble somehow. if i get sick i worry that "what if I got exposed to hepatitis or HIV at work and didn't know it" of course i can't just have a frickin cold or a headache. i even worry about worrying too much.....i guess i am just a pessimist at hear, a glass half empty kind of girl, even though I try REALLY hard not to be. Hell, if you meant me you might never guess, because i am pretty peppy and hyper and cheery! i definitely have an anxiety disorder....but other than that i don't think i am too super crazy, i know much crazier people. i would however like to change this little trait i have of worrying, maybe i will work on it in 2005.

in other news....baby is feeling much better, doggy is feeling much worse.....

the new christmas kitty is SOOO cute....i love him. I'll post pics soon!