so....today i am kind of glad that I started a journal, i need to vent.
today i took my baby to daycare for the 1st time. well...not daycare per se, she is going to the home of someone that we know who has a nanny who watches her 2 kids. She has agreed to take Josie and charge by the day, which is good because we won't need her full time.
I go back to workon October 1 and so we are just doing a few hours as a trial, so I took her this AM and I am picking her up at 2. The longest 3 hours, I swear. I know that she will be well cared for, its not that, Ijust am struggling with leaving her anywhere! My husband and I got by on just his income while I was in school, so we could do it now and I could stay at home withher, but I worked my ass off for the past 3 years to become an RN and I will be starting work in my dream job- labor and delivery! its not easy for a new grad to get into L&D, but I did. so part of me really wants to work.........
I swear....i am SOOOOOO over this growing up thing......all of these decisions, and changes and AHHHH....okay, 1 hr and 10 minutes till I get my baby.........
today i took my baby to daycare for the 1st time. well...not daycare per se, she is going to the home of someone that we know who has a nanny who watches her 2 kids. She has agreed to take Josie and charge by the day, which is good because we won't need her full time.
I go back to workon October 1 and so we are just doing a few hours as a trial, so I took her this AM and I am picking her up at 2. The longest 3 hours, I swear. I know that she will be well cared for, its not that, Ijust am struggling with leaving her anywhere! My husband and I got by on just his income while I was in school, so we could do it now and I could stay at home withher, but I worked my ass off for the past 3 years to become an RN and I will be starting work in my dream job- labor and delivery! its not easy for a new grad to get into L&D, but I did. so part of me really wants to work.........
I swear....i am SOOOOOO over this growing up thing......all of these decisions, and changes and AHHHH....okay, 1 hr and 10 minutes till I get my baby.........
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extreme:
growing up is hard to do, things just aren't the way they use to be 
megarose:
the same thing happened to me when i joined. i got pregnant about a month after i sign up. i just went anonymous for a long time. Josie is a cutie. how old is she? i'm going back to work for the first time since my son was born next week. my poor husband is going to be in for a reality check. oh, and welcome to the Righteous Spawn Group.