starcat

i can't believe i have to go back to work tonight.

i am so freaking out.

the last few times i worked...back in September...were so stressful and horrible. i am so afraid to go back there. afraid i don't remember how to do my job...that i will screw up....that it will be so busy that i won't have time to pump or pee or eat.

not to mention leaving both babies with hubby for the first time. YIKES!