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Im feeling good today!!! yay

Life..................yeah.........SO!!! Enough about me......How about those other people huh?...yeah you know the one's that aren't me.....and have problems of thier own they want to blog about.....WTF!!! I hope i'm not the only one who thinks this but, (well if anyone reads this one day) I always felt kinda weird when i'm writing in a journal, blog, or whatever to myself...i kinda feel like i'm skitzo...
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yo! ok its been a while since i've written anything on my page, because i was locked up! thats right i was in jail. anyways i'm currently without a pc, but hopefully soon ill have one.

Well guess what. the girl that i said i thought was cheating on me turns out really was cheating on me, and the worst part about it is the ring i got for her, the one that cost 2200 dollars, she was trying to sell on craigslist for 1000 bucks! so not only did she cheat on me, she ripped me off!!! i hate bitches........never...
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Well the girl i thought i was in love with turned out to be a crazy, selfish, ungratful jerk...she broke up with me because i think shes dating someone else, but who cares, she broke my heart, and i could never love her again....this sux!

Today wasn't actually all that bad..I got to spend time with the girl i'm in love with last night, and we made retarded videos with my new dvd handycam, until 4am..And i finally got to sit down and actually have a decent converstaion about my feelings compared to hers, so hopefully she'll start to understand me a little more.It just really sucks that she always...
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Well i didn't sucseed in school, that was a big dissapointment, i'm still a drug addict, i'm back at my parents house, except this time the girl i was with for 6 yrs, disappears w/o giving me a reason. That is until i found out why, because while i was in school she met someone else...haha!! funny huh we were together for 6 long yrs,...
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Life sucks, i'm getting ready for school, which is supposed to be the most exiting time of my life, yet i'm soo scared because i'm a drug addict who can't get through the day without getting high, how am i ever going to make it through school?? it's not like i can just quit using, i've been an addict for 9 long years, i want...
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Another lame day in the life of Ryan.
Today was as uneventful as yesterday,Why do i keep writing these things? Man i can't wait to start school, Because i know when i'm finished with it, i'll be making more money then i'll know what to do with. But until then i'll just have to survive living at my parents house, getting emotionally, and verbally abused...
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Man, why do i continue to feel like i'm fucking up in life?? i mean i'm actually getting ready to start college for the first time in my life, i've got modivation, goals, whatever. so why do i feel this way?? who the fuck am i talking to?? myself..
Ok self why did you pour your heart out to kelley way too soon?? I don't...
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