Well, as I thought earlier, then dismissed, Dani is indeed hooking up with (or at least trying to, I don't know which but the effect is the same) some dude in Scranton. Honestly, that's her perogative, and I wouldn't care...If she hadn't raised holy hell when I fucked Barb AFTER we decided we weren't getting together because she's too emotionally unavailable. Apparently she's too unavailable to show me some affection, but not too unavailable to be offended when I bang other girls (and for the record, I was wasted out of my mind and horribly depressed since Tiffany was there. If I were a woman, I could easily call rape on that.) So yeah, she got really indignant when I called her on this. Apparently she was planning on pursuing this other guy and not telling me til things worked out, presumably keeping me as her sidebet. That's a real confidence builder, I gotta say. She tried to call me seeing something that wasn't there, but I seem to remember her on more than one occasion telling me she cared about me, and my position was assured. Oh well, fuck her. I'm not really hurt. After I actually met her, I wasn't really incredibly enamored. She's flaky, has a LOT of ridiculous ideas, and is even the slightest bit annoying. But I was in love with the idea of having somebody to cuddle up to again, not to mention fuck. Ohhhhhh well, back to square one.
My parents leave for Ireland on Monday. For 12 days. 3 months ago, I'd be fucking THRILLED. This would be a drunken sex holiday for me. But as things stand, I'm expecting to be miserable. Most of my friends are going to be down the shore for the first week, and things are super tenuous with them anyway(they're going down with Tiffany, because apparently, they're HER friends now)... Mike and Ken are still here, but Ken's pretty unreachable and Mike's got Maria. Besides, there's not a lot I can do with just those two. FUCK. I should be throwing a huge bash, I should be LIVING IT UP, but instead, I'll be going to school and my internship and coming home to my big empty house and being lonely allll the time. Oh well. I'll have to keep the fridge stocked with beer, that and walking around naked ALL THE TIME and masturbating where/whenever I want will be the only ways I'll be enjoying the solitude.
My parents leave for Ireland on Monday. For 12 days. 3 months ago, I'd be fucking THRILLED. This would be a drunken sex holiday for me. But as things stand, I'm expecting to be miserable. Most of my friends are going to be down the shore for the first week, and things are super tenuous with them anyway(they're going down with Tiffany, because apparently, they're HER friends now)... Mike and Ken are still here, but Ken's pretty unreachable and Mike's got Maria. Besides, there's not a lot I can do with just those two. FUCK. I should be throwing a huge bash, I should be LIVING IT UP, but instead, I'll be going to school and my internship and coming home to my big empty house and being lonely allll the time. Oh well. I'll have to keep the fridge stocked with beer, that and walking around naked ALL THE TIME and masturbating where/whenever I want will be the only ways I'll be enjoying the solitude.
Anyways, I've seen you around on the boards alot. Just wanted to say hi. You're a cutie and into a lot of the same things as me. Love your favorite sexual position haha.
xoxo, CC (real name's Kit)