starbelliedboy

I'm so fucking tired. I couldn't sleep last night, I was up til around 4, and I got up at 7 to get ready and study a little for my Chem test. Which was ridiculously easy. I hear all the idiots studying beforehand, and they are obviously not career students like myself. I scoff at them *scoff, scoff*. I rocked the test in ten minutes, then left....Until I realized I'd left my notebook under the desk and was forced to sheepishly return. Then I went early to my internship where I had no new stories to write, so my boss had me work on transcribing an interview he did. The only thing worse than that is editing press releases...UGH. And Cait wasn't around to keep me company, all I could do was fuck around on the boards and *gasp* actually do work!

Dani's flaky, she kinda hasn't responded much in the past day or two, which, considering her recent blogs, is really bad. I'm just gonna wait and see. I've noticed that with her, worrying is usually a fruitless endeavor, it almost always turns out to be nothing... But still, I'm hoping whatever this is, she turns it around. I think there might be a dude in Scranton, and if she's really interested, he's probably coming with her to Philly for school. Otherwise, I figure she probably wouldn't get involved. It's best not to put much hope in her one way or the other.

After the internship, I went straight downtown for Cait's fella's show. It was good to see her and Melissa again. I talk to Cait almost every day, but I haven't seen her since like...November. Melissa and I usually only communicate through myspace blogs and text messages now that we don't see each other at school. I suppose we'd hang out, but she lives kinda far and she doesn't really do anything, anyway, whatwiththekid and all. The show had a LOT of lame bands(the first and last being the only ones that were decent, in my estimation), and I'm fucking exhausted from head to toe. I feel like I could drop at any minute and my day isn't even over yet. I'm going drinking with the pals at 12, I need to get some food in me first so I don't get sick...

I don't think I got the job at commerce, they haven't called me back yet and they said they would Monday... That means I need to start looking...I'd say I'll go tomorrow, but I imagine with everything I did today, and getting up fairly early tomorrow, I'll do nothing but nap as soon as I get home from class. UGHHHHHHHH... I don't even know where to look now...