starbelliedboy

Well, the unexpected, out of nowhere, wouldn't believe it if I wasn't living it has happened. Tiffany seems to be attempting to crawl back into my life. Initially, I was angered and thought she should die for even thinking she could get me back. Then I thought that she's still looking pretty good these days. Now I totally want to bang her and I'm trying to piece this together as seamlessly as possible. I hate myself for wanting her, but I can't resist. She's just that adorable. I'd need to find a way to avoid the awkwardness, avoid her annoying friends, keep her away from mine that don't like her, and shield myself from future calamity. I don't know how to do this, or even if it's feasible, but since she's initiated it this time, I guess it's up to her to work it out... But then, she's really no good at that sort of thing. God I hate her. Anyway, I sent a vague feeler of an email out there just to keep the line hot. I gotta wait to see what she says to it before anything else. Am I gonna get some ass? God, I hope so. It's been ages.

The int lit prof has had twins. She and the children are not well, and she'll be out for the rest of the semester, with another filling in. RESEARCH PAPER NOONE'S STARTED DUE IN TWO WEEKS! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Also, I seem to have hit a wall of academic futility. My half assed, phoning it in efforts recieve a C-B grade. My working hard, doing my best efforts recieve a B+A-.... What the fuck is the point? It really makes me wonder why I bother ever trying at all. How is it that there's so little difference between my worst and my best? Should I be happy or horribly dissapointed? Ugh.