starbelliedboy

My car was stolen tonight and I'm really upset about it. Now, technically, it wasn't MY car to begin with, so I kinda don't really need to be worried about not having a car for all that long... If they don't find it, my dad will be forced to buy another car, presumably one that runs better and isn't so fucked up as the old one, but should they not find it, I'll lose my cool new hoodie, dozens of cds(which are thankfully backed up on my hard drive) a bunch of books for school (though not my notebook with all my syllabi and papers in it) and some mesh shorts...

Fuck. I really wish this hadn't happened. I really wish they find it soon and it hasn't been hurt. I really wish the police would fucking get here. I called them 3 and a half hours ago, and they said they'd send somebody. I can't fucking go to bed til they get here, so I have to sit up here, tired as fuck, and wait. It's fucking ridiculous. And for what? They won't fucking find it. The only real chance they've got in finding it is if the thief(ves?) commits a crime and a cop is around to see it. The odds of that happening are probably slim to none. Fuck. I want my car and my stuff back. If not, I want a new car in a fairly timely fashion.

I feel like I really need Tiffany to be with me/there for me right now, and she's not. I called her twice and she didn't pick up or anything. I'm not too worried about that, but what I am worried about is that she'd drop me once it stopped being convenient. I realize that this might be something of a ridiculous thing to expect to happen, but man... I think I'd probably lose it if I lost her because I lost my car. Most people would probably tell me I shouldn't even be with someone like that... She wouldn't do that to me, if she really loved me... Or even strongly liked me (one of those must be the case...right?). And I'm sure I'll have SOMEthing to drive within the next couple of weeks, so lets just hope she can deal with this for now... But seriously, I hope she calls me soon, that'd make me feel a lot better, to hear from her.