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I am in a financial bind right now . The application fee is really hurting me . I am doing my best to save my money . Although I am still not sure that I am going to make it this month n in the past there have been times that I did run put of money . The longest was three month I think. But now I have over draft protection .

It is still the middle of the month which for me is a bad thing . The rest of the month is really going to ducking suck ! I don't know what is going on with gas prices lately this is so fucking crazy. I have not really done much since the last blog not that I can right now if I wanted too.

But despite my finance crisis I am still happy I mailed my private detective license application. I have been reading the book 5 families . A book about organized crime . With a book that is 788 pages long I have to say not for the light readers crowd . I just finished a chaptor on john gotti . It took uncle Sam 3 tries before they finally got him.

Now he is in solitary in a federal prison in Illinois . He was betrayed by salvator grevano. The second most vicious mobster in americain history . The most dangerous was Richard klukinski. Aka the ice man .I thought about going to New York but that is just a result from reading the book. I know the cost if living and the state politics are outrageous .plus I still will need to pass a test and I tucking hate tests.