Ok I can't update right now my head is just throbing . I am in so much emotional pain right now i just want to fucking disappear ! The back round check for my private detective license is driving me fucking crazy ! I just want it to be over ! i mean REALLY It has been since fucking february and NOW they are calling me ? t has been month ! Now is NOT the fucking time to go over my experience !
That should have been done fucking MONTH ago !!!! NOT NOW !!!!!! I mean what the fuck are they thinking ! the past few weeks i have been on an emotional roller coster ! there is only ONE way out of this fucking nightmare ! FUCK NEW JERSEY ! i should apply to WA ! At least over there you can get it two ways . 1 experience or 2 take and pass a test ! it is only 75 questions and you can miss up to 20 !!!!
The more i think about it the more i think i should just apply with WA ! i mean to prove my experience i had to jump through all these fucking hoops ! When i speak to the guy who is supposed to do the back round check the way he talks to me i am like his fucking puppet ! Well i am no ones fucking puppet ! The state of ew Jersey has to prove it is good enough for me NOT the other way around . Ca already said no ! well that is NOT going to fucking stop me ! I will just keep applying till i get what i want !! I want a fucking private detective license issued by a state with my name on it . I wanted that since i was 14 ! Okay i feel better i got to vent all that shit out ,
I hope by next blog time i will have some good news . He did not say no , he just said he wishes to discuss some things with me . Well it is NOT mutual ! i don't want to discuss anything with that asshole !
That should have been done fucking MONTH ago !!!! NOT NOW !!!!!! I mean what the fuck are they thinking ! the past few weeks i have been on an emotional roller coster ! there is only ONE way out of this fucking nightmare ! FUCK NEW JERSEY ! i should apply to WA ! At least over there you can get it two ways . 1 experience or 2 take and pass a test ! it is only 75 questions and you can miss up to 20 !!!!
The more i think about it the more i think i should just apply with WA ! i mean to prove my experience i had to jump through all these fucking hoops ! When i speak to the guy who is supposed to do the back round check the way he talks to me i am like his fucking puppet ! Well i am no ones fucking puppet ! The state of ew Jersey has to prove it is good enough for me NOT the other way around . Ca already said no ! well that is NOT going to fucking stop me ! I will just keep applying till i get what i want !! I want a fucking private detective license issued by a state with my name on it . I wanted that since i was 14 ! Okay i feel better i got to vent all that shit out ,
I hope by next blog time i will have some good news . He did not say no , he just said he wishes to discuss some things with me . Well it is NOT mutual ! i don't want to discuss anything with that asshole !